sacred

i have been having really strange dreams lately...and i always seem to wake up at 5am...they are not bad dreams, just strange, like final fantasy style or dreams where i am me now....only 5 years ago...i don't know...i would blame it on being ill but they started before that...anyways it is now the begining of the end for the next week i do not have a day of rest...well i never do but now it is like 10 times worse! people are getting crazy! i really hate what this holiday has turned into...but i still have a group of friends and family who do things right! YES presents are nice...but so is getting drunk and eating goodies with the ones you love and who love you is way better! and the stories from over the years...and just knowing that you belong is the bestest gift ever!
i got a gift from my family...they didn't wrap it because they knew i would want it right away...okay okay i would have just opened it..hehehehe...it was a feather bed nest with a down comforter and fuzzy pink flannel sheets!!!! my bed is now the most cuddly place in town! i had to crawl in and masturbate as soon as i set the bed up! mmm....sooo soft....soooo warm...mmmm, i thought i had problems getting out of bed before! GOD DAMN!
anyways, tell someone you love them today...or do a good deed! maybe call someone you kinda lost touch with and see what's new with them....or just prank call them!

Luv Sinn