so i think this week will go down in history as one of the worst weeks of my life.
but i learned a couple things:
- kiss someone's ass enough and you can do no wrong.. even if you suck at being a genuinly good person.
- don't kiss someone's ass enough.. and the smallest fuck up will turn it into a huge fiasco.
i...
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but i learned a couple things:
- kiss someone's ass enough and you can do no wrong.. even if you suck at being a genuinly good person.
- don't kiss someone's ass enough.. and the smallest fuck up will turn it into a huge fiasco.
i...
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i think..... i'm a horrible person. i can't stand to think about..it.
is it wrong to not want to be alone?
is it wrong for me to ask any more of him?
is it wrong to say nothing..
i hate thinking all this crap. i don't want to anymore. but i'm going to have to deal with it way sooner than i really want to....
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is it wrong to not want to be alone?
is it wrong for me to ask any more of him?
is it wrong to say nothing..
i hate thinking all this crap. i don't want to anymore. but i'm going to have to deal with it way sooner than i really want to....
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W00T!!!!!!!!!! i'm happy as a clam..
Senses Fail... Mad Caddies... and PEPPER tonight!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Gonna be a drunken fool! yay!
Senses Fail... Mad Caddies... and PEPPER tonight!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Gonna be a drunken fool! yay!
mrlucky:
Hello????
mrlucky:
Nice to meet such a hot Hawaian babe.
napoleon dynamite is the coolest!
i caught you a delicious bass.
oh.. and working 8 straight hours sucks. but i guess its better than having a "real" job. haha
coolwater:
I would have to agree......How are you doing love? 
deadsweetheart:
big thing coming up this weekend check my jouranl for details:p
Todd
Todd
school's almost at an end. it makes me feel slightly gleeful. and slightly paranoid that i won't finish all my art projects in time. mainly my fucking 3D comp project.. which I think I spent wwwaaaayyyyy too long procrastinatin on. blah 
going to talk to my boss this week about getting myself a REAL income and upping my status to full time. maybe this is...
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going to talk to my boss this week about getting myself a REAL income and upping my status to full time. maybe this is...
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iyce:
Happy Birthday to You!
wolfwood:
Happy Birthday!
1 more month till i can be a legal drunk!!! *argh* i can't wait to go to bars and stuff. being 21 is gonna be kickass. lol i'maloser.
been listening to jack johnson's "in between dreams" cd. its so good. banana pancakes/crying shame/sitting,waiting,wishing/better together = awesomeness. whee~!! its so awesome how someone from hawaii has made it so big. gives someone like me hope that...
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been listening to jack johnson's "in between dreams" cd. its so good. banana pancakes/crying shame/sitting,waiting,wishing/better together = awesomeness. whee~!! its so awesome how someone from hawaii has made it so big. gives someone like me hope that...
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deadsweetheart:
thanks for commenting on my pics i appreciate it.
the only highlight i got from beign 21 was not being carded.
oh yeah theres a camera to look at and ooogle over called a Rolleiflex twin lens .. i saw the camear and knew id never be able to afford it but still the camera jsut is jsut so friggin awesome.
teh companyt has a website too..
Todd
the only highlight i got from beign 21 was not being carded.
oh yeah theres a camera to look at and ooogle over called a Rolleiflex twin lens .. i saw the camear and knew id never be able to afford it but still the camera jsut is jsut so friggin awesome.
teh companyt has a website too..
Todd
merlin0896:
21, hmmm, how does one ever celbrate that momentous occasion, well, by doing the same ting that they have doing for the last few years, only in public this time. Rush not into public disgrace, yet slowly move into it, though spending your 21st b-day injail is a great story for the kids later in life, now it is only a joke. Plus, I will not be there until June, and we gotta go out girl.
yay! new profile image.... i'd like to say that it has some profound underlying dialogue which speaks of my current state of mind.
but it was just me fooling around in my bathroom trying to take pictures of my horrible sunburn.
but i'm an ARTIST i can do whatever i damn well please! So the picture now represents my fear of the project deadline looming...
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but it was just me fooling around in my bathroom trying to take pictures of my horrible sunburn.
but i'm an ARTIST i can do whatever i damn well please! So the picture now represents my fear of the project deadline looming...
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deadsweetheart:
hey fill out hte liitel survvey in my jouranl casue i promised lisa i would post it in my jouranl once i filled out hers on myspace. youcann put up total bullshit nswers if you want i dont care jsut doit for the fun of it.
Todd
Todd
deadsweetheart:
ok teh survey is gone now but check out the new pics in my pics section and stuff. i need opiions 8 of them are new.
Todd
Todd
Sin City makes my heart beat like a thousand red, squishy taiko drums.
want to see it again now!
the man leaves again...... 12 days till i'm cured of my boredom...again.
want to see it again now!
the man leaves again...... 12 days till i'm cured of my boredom...again.
deadsweetheart:
I know it kicked ass. yaaaaay. I meen its revenge on a hige scale.
other than that my weekend has sucked i'm depressed as hell. I got made fun of and embarrased in front of my friend me l by oen her "freinds" . she said he was cool but the guy was an asshole . and also my freind in another state got "together" with her ex so i'm guessing thats shes not coming down for my birthday again now(cuase well most guys wouldnt allow their girl to travel 6 states away to see someother guy that they barely know) so that sucks and makes me feel no longer special.
Todd
other than that my weekend has sucked i'm depressed as hell. I got made fun of and embarrased in front of my friend me l by oen her "freinds" . she said he was cool but the guy was an asshole . and also my freind in another state got "together" with her ex so i'm guessing thats shes not coming down for my birthday again now(cuase well most guys wouldnt allow their girl to travel 6 states away to see someother guy that they barely know) so that sucks and makes me feel no longer special.
Todd
Check it out..! I have Deviant Art!!!!!
i can't wait to get more work up.
its been too long. *sigh*
next project: sirens (tentatively titled of course..)
i'm gonna make my model(s?) jump into a pool and pretend to be mermaids... since i have a mermaid obsession.
any feedback would be appreciated
i can't wait to get more work up.
its been too long. *sigh*
next project: sirens (tentatively titled of course..)
i'm gonna make my model(s?) jump into a pool and pretend to be mermaids... since i have a mermaid obsession.
any feedback would be appreciated
deadsweetheart:
cool yaaay
so you want ideas eh? well someone emerging out of a pool of water ( or lake or pond) in the middle of the night cause the watery backround looks black at night. shadows are fun to photograph too especially when you combine a whole bunch of objects to make a weird one. Or take a person in oneof those large cahirs that have the large sides that are up by your head and place it in front of the window and dont use a flash just let intense light thats coming thru the window be your light for the camera. I know althe ideaes are stupid thugh...
Todd
cool yaaay
so you want ideas eh? well someone emerging out of a pool of water ( or lake or pond) in the middle of the night cause the watery backround looks black at night. shadows are fun to photograph too especially when you combine a whole bunch of objects to make a weird one. Or take a person in oneof those large cahirs that have the large sides that are up by your head and place it in front of the window and dont use a flash just let intense light thats coming thru the window be your light for the camera. I know althe ideaes are stupid thugh...
Todd
deadsweetheart:
well tahts the first time ive ever heard that cats pajamas thing you said in my jouranl the other day from anyone besides ina book. Its like "the bees knees"
Todd
Todd
put up new pictures... coz i got bored the other night! lol
i need the dirty jew back. <3...
i need the dirty jew back. <3...
richard_:
Hey there naughty naughty girl.......... Long time no talka too.
Long time no talka too.
deadsweetheart:
i like the pictures alot and i swear you are jsut * sizzle * red hot
Todd
Todd
Why was week so bad.
[Edited on Jul 02, 2005 1:35PM]