Why is it, that you can sometimes sleep for 10 hours and it only feels like 10 minutes and sometimes you can sleep for 10 minutes and feel like you've slept for 10 hours? OK, those both may be a bit of an exaggeration, but you get the point.
I had the one where I slept, but don't feel like I slept, last night. Actually, my body is not tired this morning, I think it's more my brain. I think my brain keeps working at night, when it should be shutting down for a little R&R....rest and recharging. Perhaps the bit of turmoil I have in my life right now, keeps my brain thinking about things at night, that I don't let it think about during the waking hours.....it's only a guess.
I really have nothing of great consequence or interest to report on today....mores the pity. I've been feeling a little on the dull side for some time now, with no good way of getting away from it......my biggest fear right now, is that it may stick and I won't be able to rub the dullness off. At 18 or 20. I never would have thought things would turn out this way at all.
I had the one where I slept, but don't feel like I slept, last night. Actually, my body is not tired this morning, I think it's more my brain. I think my brain keeps working at night, when it should be shutting down for a little R&R....rest and recharging. Perhaps the bit of turmoil I have in my life right now, keeps my brain thinking about things at night, that I don't let it think about during the waking hours.....it's only a guess.
I really have nothing of great consequence or interest to report on today....mores the pity. I've been feeling a little on the dull side for some time now, with no good way of getting away from it......my biggest fear right now, is that it may stick and I won't be able to rub the dullness off. At 18 or 20. I never would have thought things would turn out this way at all.