sabre

There is something headed this way....don't know what it will be yet....more ice, snow...maybe the end of the world...the weather forecast people can't make up their minds, so they tell you to just expect anything and everything. It's OK though....I have everything ready. I know this may sound a little crazy, but I wish it would go ahead and be winter, give us a ton of snow, wind, cold temps, etc. Mostly, it's because I'm bored.....bored, bored, bored! Bored with this cloudy, drizzley, warm then cold, cold then warm, cloudy, rain, sleet, cloudy, foggy stuff that's been going on since the first of November. The weather needs to shit or get off the pot! Since I know there is no way in hell that it can be 75 and sunny, I wish it would go ahead and just be WINTER, so that I'd have something to do to make it feel like I'm getting something done about it! OK...enough of that....

Not much going on around here.....me wise.....I seem to be in a "lack of ambition" phase for a few days. Just kind of doing all the routine things and going through the motions. I did some of my year end financial reports....I'm no accoutant, so I really hate that kind of stuff, but it has to be done.

My coffee is particularly good and satisfying this morning.....maybe I just need it more this morning, than usual. I've gotten into a pattern of staying up late....doing stuff to try to overcome some of the boredom I'm feeling. Couple that with the fact that I usually wake up a little after 5 every morning and it means that I'm only getting 4 1/2 - 5 hours of sleep at night.....not a good pattern to be in, but one that I've gotten myself into......damn it!

OK...this entry has taken an ugly turn into a self pity confessional session.....so I'm going to end it here.....tomorrow will be a better day