sabre

I started to update this morning.....I had a kick ass journal 3/4 written when the phone rang. When I got back to the computer, I forgot that I hadn't finished and clicked on another website to look at the weather forecast. My kick ass update went into the cyberspace hinterlands somewhere. I was pissed at myself and decided not to sit here and do it all over again, right then. So, the moment for the kick ass journal is gone and I can't seem to quite get it back right now...maybe tomorrow morning.

I looked around a little in the deep, dark crevices of my mind yesterday....a lot of cobwebs in there....and dusty too. I hadn't looked through most of this stuff for years, so it was time to do a little house cleaning I sifted around through some old stuff that I had stored, but decided most of it wasn't worth keeping anymore and can't quite figure out why I thought it was worth saving in the first place. One corner was full of sex stuff. Got rid of most of the old things there....man, there was a lot of stuff in that corner.... I think I piled up a lot of sex stuff from ages 15 - 20. I kept a couple of things...kinda like keeping 1 or 2 of your favorite magazines...ya just hate to part with them.

I found a couple of old ideas that I'd had years ago....when I toyed with the idea of being some kind of writer. I saved 2 ideas that I thought would make good screenplays.....who knows...maybe someday. I also saved a couple of ideas for some things that I still want to build at some point in the future. All the core stuff I kept, but threw out most of the tidbits and junk that has accumulated over the last....say....25 years. All the cobwebs and dust is cleaned out now and there is room to start saving some more stuff.

You can never have enough stuff.