o.k. so.... I'm suppossed to walk in my graduation for my master's program on Saturday, but I'm really having second (and third) thoughts about it. It really feels like a slap in the face, because we don't technically graduate until the end of August when our thesis class and field placement classes end. It's as if they're showing us what could be happening....but.....NO!!!! YOU HAVE 10 MORE WEEKS OF SHIT!!!! 
Yeah. I guess I'm a little angry about it.
I'm feeling very burned out. I need a break. I feel like I don't know what I'm doing anymore, and it's hard to feel like I have any future at all. Fucking depression is leaking back in. You'd think a therapist would get to be immune from it, but all you are is MORE aware of it!
Sometimes I get tired of being a grad student, therapist, and single parent to a now full blown toddler. It's getting pretty fucking lonely.
Yeah. I guess I'm a little angry about it.
I'm feeling very burned out. I need a break. I feel like I don't know what I'm doing anymore, and it's hard to feel like I have any future at all. Fucking depression is leaking back in. You'd think a therapist would get to be immune from it, but all you are is MORE aware of it!
Sometimes I get tired of being a grad student, therapist, and single parent to a now full blown toddler. It's getting pretty fucking lonely. VIEW 7 of 7 COMMENTS
Being a student is hard. being a parent is hard. Fuck, being an adult is hard!!
I know how it feels to be stressed out beyond explination, and having to deal with depression on top of that?
Maybe just take a weekend and chillax. Find a babysitter, go out with some girls, or even take you and baby to the beach. The ocean always makes me feel a lot better, even if only for a bit. It seems to give things some perspective.
I hope everything gets better!
are you doing better? Still feeling burned out?