sabine

yesterday was my 3 year anniversary with the boy. i feel our relationship is really strong at this point and i'm happy. 3 years is such a long time for me. if you think about the person you were at 21 compared to 18...or 18 compared to 15. i don't think i've changed in positive ways over the last 3 years. right now i feel the need to "do something with my life." i'm not doing so badly. i help manage a psych lab that does emotion related neuroscience research and i absolutely love it. i'm volunteering for another lab involved in genetics/behavior research and i'm not as into that but i do like it. but i have to move on at some point soon. i need to go to grad school so i can someday make enough money to pay off my ridiculous pile of school loans. i need to feel i'm progressing, learning. i've been pretty much stagnant for the past year and a half.