sabbadoo

Ruff night at work today . Think I'm going to ream people good tonight when I see them. Yes I know I'm an ass hole. But hey that is what they pay me for.
In 7th garde I ended up hangout out with this kid Mike. His family became like my other family. One point I basically ran away from home and lived their for a week. I was always staying their anyway. Their family consisted of two families I guess you would say. One was Mike Cathy and Tina. The other half was Shaun Bob James. Bob and Cathy were the ones married the others were their kids. They had none together. I was very close to everyone in the family. A couple years ago Bob and Cathy had a lot of marriage problems. I found out was mostly due to Cathy Coke/Crack problems that I did not no she had. Witch tore me up inside so much. Bob treated her so well. Watching what happened with everything brought up so many feelings, that I have locked up inside. That I have not told anyone about. You ask how did I jump from work to this? Well Mac ( store manger) asked me a couple weeks ago about Cathy. She wants to transfer from Coventry. So I ask him professionally or personal opinion. He says both. I told him that she is a decent worker not the best but she is steady. I told him as far as personal issues goes, that their is a lot of history their that I didn't want to get into with him. He told me to make a decision. I kept putting that off. I really don't want her their for the history of her being like a mother to me and basically lying to me about her whole life style. On the flip side of the coin she was their for me before and I couldn't bring my self to just tell mac that I don't want her for whatever reason. I think it's due to the little respect that I still have for her . She comes in this morning sits with Mac.He decides that she will be ok hear. She should be at my store sometimes soon I miss Al my old assistant. He use to be able to read me. if I gave him uncertainty on making a decision like that he would have said no or waited till I said yeah go for it. We will see how it turns out. it will be my fault if this goes bad. I'm thinking maybe I should have just told him to forget about her. I don't know my head hurts now wish me luck with this.

Talk to you all soon
Anthony