I'm still here. Let's see.... how are things? I guess that things have settled at home. It's lonely a lot of the time. But in a lot of ways, it was lonely before he left. Not because of our relationship, but because of the different schedules that we held.
I notice that I don't take care of myself as well. I don't really try to eat right or enough or anything. I mean heck, I can just whip up ramen and be fine. That's probably not good for me. I haven't been sleeping as much, either.
I've been having these crazy nerve pains in my head. They did a CT scan and I haven't heard back, so I figure it must not be anything serious. That's a good thing.
Now, after all of that whining, let me also say this: I am actually doing okay. I'm a little pathetic when he calls - I get self-conscious and fluttery, but I try to play it cool. But I hope he's finding what he was looking for. I'm a little bit uncertain about where I want to go from here, but I'm making my way.
Wow, I whine way too much. This was supposed to be a more upbeat post. jimcurt99 , thanks for keeping tabs on me! Lots of love and admiration to you!
I notice that I don't take care of myself as well. I don't really try to eat right or enough or anything. I mean heck, I can just whip up ramen and be fine. That's probably not good for me. I haven't been sleeping as much, either.
I've been having these crazy nerve pains in my head. They did a CT scan and I haven't heard back, so I figure it must not be anything serious. That's a good thing.
Now, after all of that whining, let me also say this: I am actually doing okay. I'm a little pathetic when he calls - I get self-conscious and fluttery, but I try to play it cool. But I hope he's finding what he was looking for. I'm a little bit uncertain about where I want to go from here, but I'm making my way.
Wow, I whine way too much. This was supposed to be a more upbeat post. jimcurt99 , thanks for keeping tabs on me! Lots of love and admiration to you!
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el_diablo_blanco:
It was the worst when other people would initiate the blushing on purpose.
jimcurt99:
Thank you too- nothing but love coming your way!!!! I know things haven't been the greatest for you the last little while, but you always have something good to say. Cheered me up more than once for sure. LOVE LOVE LOVE to you!!! Give kitty a kiss for me and take care of yourself- and THANK YOU again