Life is good.
Im in NC right now im a live-in nanny. Im a good nanny its fun. If youre a chatter you know that once the kids go to sleep....hehe.... it the girl goes to bed too and RYZE SUICIDE is on the loose. Its quite fun.
I have a few shoot's (not just for SG) in june so right now im on a serious diet and excerzise plan. Thats exciting for me. That is when ill be going back to california.
Ok now, idk what my problem is but my imagination is terrifying!! It seems like the things i imagine when i mastubate would end in a visit to the er if it were real. I imagine his flesh under my fingernails and mine being torn w/ his teeth. Blood everywhere. I imagin him (whoever he is for the night) slapping me so hard in the face that i black out for a few seconds.. Have you ever been slapped that hard?? I want it again. i imagine my soulder and jaw getting slammed so hard that it dents the drywall and breaks skin on my chin while my arm gets twisted to the point i feel that it might pop out of the socket getting torn up while all this happends. I imagine getting so delightfully angry and throwing him into the wall busting his scalp open and not even stopping. just fucking him hard and the blood is just just gettig scrubbed into the paint. Intoxicated by adrynalin, anger, lust, and loss of blood. Not even on earth anymore. in reality, wats been happening is by this point ive been scratching my thighs hard or im coking myself and i begin to cum. my screams so loud that the loss of breath adds to this intoxication and back in the fantacy im comming so hard it feels like my diaphram is being pulled down through my stomach and my collar bones sucked inside. Ive come to the point of tears many times hehe. IM A FRIIKIN PHYCO!! i ned help.. preferably in the form if a beat-down-fucking.lol.
Im in NC right now im a live-in nanny. Im a good nanny its fun. If youre a chatter you know that once the kids go to sleep....hehe.... it the girl goes to bed too and RYZE SUICIDE is on the loose. Its quite fun.
I have a few shoot's (not just for SG) in june so right now im on a serious diet and excerzise plan. Thats exciting for me. That is when ill be going back to california.
Ok now, idk what my problem is but my imagination is terrifying!! It seems like the things i imagine when i mastubate would end in a visit to the er if it were real. I imagine his flesh under my fingernails and mine being torn w/ his teeth. Blood everywhere. I imagin him (whoever he is for the night) slapping me so hard in the face that i black out for a few seconds.. Have you ever been slapped that hard?? I want it again. i imagine my soulder and jaw getting slammed so hard that it dents the drywall and breaks skin on my chin while my arm gets twisted to the point i feel that it might pop out of the socket getting torn up while all this happends. I imagine getting so delightfully angry and throwing him into the wall busting his scalp open and not even stopping. just fucking him hard and the blood is just just gettig scrubbed into the paint. Intoxicated by adrynalin, anger, lust, and loss of blood. Not even on earth anymore. in reality, wats been happening is by this point ive been scratching my thighs hard or im coking myself and i begin to cum. my screams so loud that the loss of breath adds to this intoxication and back in the fantacy im comming so hard it feels like my diaphram is being pulled down through my stomach and my collar bones sucked inside. Ive come to the point of tears many times hehe. IM A FRIIKIN PHYCO!! i ned help.. preferably in the form if a beat-down-fucking.lol.
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heliotropic:
You are a doll... and a naughty one. 
toxic:
Yeah you need to go live like now!