ryotgirl

"We just might work out fine because I love you enough to let you give me the pain I want. I just might fuck you enough to love you."

"I hope you think you're cool enough for all you've created, because it'll never last...and all you've built; it will crumble fast...while you're still breaking hearts, I'm plotting a place to hide your bones"


So lately, I've been listening to a lot of bleeding through, red roses for a blue lady, and glassjaw....if u couldn't tell by the quotes. I have the day off today, which is nice, I guess, but I don't know what I'm gonna do with myself...maybe I'll go hang out with my friend Mel at the tattoo shop I used to work at and get some piercings just for fun.
Last night was weird....David, my ex from, like a year ago, (the one who knocked me up and then moved to SF!!! yeah, that one) kept text messaging me saying he missed me and he was watching napoleon dynamite and it reminded him of me....fuck...am i that big of a dork?? but yeah, he kept telling me he wanted to buy me a plane ticket to come see him....i dunno he must have picked up SMOKING CRACK as a hobby or something. Why is it that people totally fuck things up then leave, and then when you're getting your shit back together, they wanna fuck things up again?!?! Same shit with Matt...the most recent ex. I don't have any time for these stupid ass games. I am not gonna start this new year's all fucking retarded like i did last year. Nope...not again.
I have met some fucking cool ass people this past year though...Joey, Jamey, Dan, Rob, and all the girls i work with. Maybe i can actually maintain a friendship with a girl other than my one and only bestest (and some times bitchy) best friend....i guess we'll see.