"my heart is crushed by a former love"
going to go see metallica tonight....way excited.
Does being "friends" with an ex ever work? I'm not sure it does...or if it does, you have to give it a while. I'm not sure about this whole friendship thing I have going right now. I can see it going to shit very quickly. Things are over1 we are...
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going to go see metallica tonight....way excited.
Does being "friends" with an ex ever work? I'm not sure it does...or if it does, you have to give it a while. I'm not sure about this whole friendship thing I have going right now. I can see it going to shit very quickly. Things are over1 we are...
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" we do it, it's lust, cuz neither one of us trusts eachother so we fuck and we bust and we cuss eachother out when no one is about. shout, till i throw you out the house, throw me out the house?i throw you on the couch, punch you in the mouth, fist fight till we turn this mother out. apologize after, laughter and pain...it's...
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deceptiviewfilm:
interesting journal...thats all i can say about that.
ryotgirl:
what the hell is wrong with my journal quotes? they are fun!
"the world is going to hell tonight, but today i'm gonna find some peace of mind"
Had an amazing day today. Rode the train...FOR THE FIRST TIME....to Chinatown and got little baby water turtles and an asian smut mag. Yay! Trying to get new pics up, but im a gimp....you know how that goes? Prolly not.....too tired!
Had an amazing day today. Rode the train...FOR THE FIRST TIME....to Chinatown and got little baby water turtles and an asian smut mag. Yay! Trying to get new pics up, but im a gimp....you know how that goes? Prolly not.....too tired!
slebnak:
trains are cool
"I'd like to taste the sweet revenge of cutting out your tongue because your words taste better red and spilled upon my floor. I don't love you anymore!!!!"
Ah yes, revenge is a beautiful thing. How good does it feel when you wear yous "i'm-so-hot-aren't-you-sad-you-don't-get-to-slap-me-and-choke-me-and-do-me-dirty-anymore-ha-ha-ha" outfit? IT FEELS AWESOME! Yeah, pick your jaw up off the floor babe, before i lose the little control i...
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Ah yes, revenge is a beautiful thing. How good does it feel when you wear yous "i'm-so-hot-aren't-you-sad-you-don't-get-to-slap-me-and-choke-me-and-do-me-dirty-anymore-ha-ha-ha" outfit? IT FEELS AWESOME! Yeah, pick your jaw up off the floor babe, before i lose the little control i...
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luckylee:
Holy shit, I hope I don't ever get on your bad side. 
sarc:
wow. ditto what the guy above me said. 
"i hate you. do you hate me? good. cuz you're so fucking beautiful when you're angry. it makes me wanna just take you and throw you on the bed and fuck you like i don't even know you. the more you slap me, the more it turns me on cuz you love me and i love you more...we truly love eachother. that's why we're always...
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deceptiviewfilm:
whoa....got me turned on over here.... 
mutanix:
I don't know what it is but I like it. Reminds me of my own work but fuller. Here's a forced sample.
What do you think? That I can just walk away from this? That I can just forget that I love you? I need you. I'm dead without you.
Stop it!
I don't want to stop, it feels to good.
I thought it was killing you.
It is and it feels great. Such a wondrous pain in the heart. When you speak I crumble, when you look at me I melt, and when you touch me I cringe.
Sounds unpleasant.
Oh, it is.
So why don't you forget about?
Because you love me too. Isn't that right. You love me just as much as I love you.
I...
Don't lie to me.
You know I don't feel that way.
LIAR!!
Please don't... You know I can't love you.
Who cares what the Lord thinks? When we're in Hell together it won't matter.
What do you think? That I can just walk away from this? That I can just forget that I love you? I need you. I'm dead without you.
Stop it!
I don't want to stop, it feels to good.
I thought it was killing you.
It is and it feels great. Such a wondrous pain in the heart. When you speak I crumble, when you look at me I melt, and when you touch me I cringe.
Sounds unpleasant.
Oh, it is.
So why don't you forget about?
Because you love me too. Isn't that right. You love me just as much as I love you.
I...
Don't lie to me.
You know I don't feel that way.
LIAR!!
Please don't... You know I can't love you.
Who cares what the Lord thinks? When we're in Hell together it won't matter.
Yeah, I guess the world really is un just. Why cant we get a restraining order against Crazy McCrazy? Oh well. THE WEATHER IN CALIFORNIA SUCKS right now. What the hell is all this rain?! BOO! Ok, too tired to babble about my rather uninteresting life...
bests to you
i do talk to some of my exes, but they're more of aquaintances more than anything else. (if they're even that)
good luck with getting out of jury duty!!!