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I'm so busy, kind of. Life is just happening to me at the moment, so i've not been very dilligent in keeping up my journal and replying to other people's (or tidying my house, but that's another matter...)
I'm sory I'm sorry I'm sorry.
You'll have my full attention soon though, I promise. Right now I'm off to jump into the shower and listen...
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I'm so busy, kind of. Life is just happening to me at the moment, so i've not been very dilligent in keeping up my journal and replying to other people's (or tidying my house, but that's another matter...)
I'm sory I'm sorry I'm sorry.
You'll have my full attention soon though, I promise. Right now I'm off to jump into the shower and listen...
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I've had a great night.
Not the one I expected, but lovely all the same... went throught to glasgow to see Hot Water Music and spent the day wandering around shops and drinking tea. bought my first modest mouse record and I get the feeling this is a band I'm going to grow to love.
Finding new music, something completely unique which i never imagined...
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Not the one I expected, but lovely all the same... went throught to glasgow to see Hot Water Music and spent the day wandering around shops and drinking tea. bought my first modest mouse record and I get the feeling this is a band I'm going to grow to love.
Finding new music, something completely unique which i never imagined...
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badcatjones:
I haven't heard Erase Errata, I'll check them out. They sound good....thanks for the suggestion.
I am feeling better, but my sense of smell is still off. I know what you mean about the dreams though....Last night I had a weird dream about having sex with a boy I haven't seen or thought of in like ten years. We were having sex in a closet and I was wearing apricot colored panties. That's the weirdest part.
I am feeling better, but my sense of smell is still off. I know what you mean about the dreams though....Last night I had a weird dream about having sex with a boy I haven't seen or thought of in like ten years. We were having sex in a closet and I was wearing apricot colored panties. That's the weirdest part.
badcatjones:
Oh p.s. I love the thought of you (or my mind's version of you) laying around drinking tea and reading back issues of Vogue and watching kids television.
Man, that is my life a lot of days.
Man, that is my life a lot of days.
Its weird how suddenly everyhting can seem to change. I say "seem" because even though I know the reality of the situation ahsn't changed since last week, maybe its sinking in a little more and I'm coming to terms with it. or maybe just dealing with it.
There's something in the Talmud which says "We do not see things as they are. We see them...
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There's something in the Talmud which says "We do not see things as they are. We see them...
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onefoolishline:
heeeeeeeey i like keats. he's sexy in a goth kind of way...
i hope you have a FANTASTIC weekend.
i hope you have a FANTASTIC weekend.
how do you know I'm not a sentimental guy?
i've decided that this weekend is going to be it. A freshish start and the time to start making the changes to my life that I know are so overdue. I know that sounds a bit self-helpy (and I guess it is) but all this sitting around isn't doing me any good. I'm going to do...
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i've decided that this weekend is going to be it. A freshish start and the time to start making the changes to my life that I know are so overdue. I know that sounds a bit self-helpy (and I guess it is) but all this sitting around isn't doing me any good. I'm going to do...
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badcatjones:
I like you the most. 
elisabeth:
I'm sorry I didn't get to wish you happy bday until now. And yes, transatlantic, I've got some friends i haven't seen in ages in the UK, but I also wish to visit the Netherlands, Spain, and Portugal.
Remember pain=change=progress. That's what I tell myself every day until I believe it.
Remember pain=change=progress. That's what I tell myself every day until I believe it.
now listening to the dismemberment plan "emergency and I". I love this album with all of my (slightly battered) heart and soul.
What do you want me to say?
Thank you thank you for your birthday wishes. I had areally sweet time ( too much cake
) and it would have been good to have some of you lot there. I had a party at...
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What do you want me to say?
Thank you thank you for your birthday wishes. I had areally sweet time ( too much cake
) and it would have been good to have some of you lot there. I had a party at... Read More
prudence:
thanks
onefoolishline:
what IS this word "skronky?" 
what does it mean?! i think it might be one of the best words ever!
i'm so glad you had a good birthday, even if you are hungover
wish i could have been there to dance to the squirrel song (or bounce around to it, i don't really dance, just kind of flail about).
and now it's back to my term paper on Keatsian sublime..say it with me: WAHOOOOOOOOO!
it's kicking my ass see:
ow...
what does it mean?! i think it might be one of the best words ever!
i'm so glad you had a good birthday, even if you are hungover
wish i could have been there to dance to the squirrel song (or bounce around to it, i don't really dance, just kind of flail about).
and now it's back to my term paper on Keatsian sublime..say it with me: WAHOOOOOOOOO!
it's kicking my ass see:
ow...once more...
"looking back with perfect symmetry,
mistakes were you,
mistakes were me..."
Sparta make me so sad sometimes, when I think about how much I loved ATDI and what they maybe could have gone on to (rather than making fairly pedestrian post-hardcore). But there are other times when they get it right, don't know why or how...
"looking back with perfect symmetry,
mistakes were you,
mistakes were me..."
Sparta make me so sad sometimes, when I think about how much I loved ATDI and what they maybe could have gone on to (rather than making fairly pedestrian post-hardcore). But there are other times when they get it right, don't know why or how...
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tarbaby:
dang! i wanted to be the first to wish you a happy birthday...oh well...HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!
onefoolishline:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DOLL! 
and again...
"the quaint tragedies we invent
and then undo from the stupid circumstances
we slalomed through"
that's it, isn't it? thank you
Morgan
and especially elisabeth..
xxx r
"the quaint tragedies we invent
and then undo from the stupid circumstances
we slalomed through"
that's it, isn't it? thank you
Morgan
and especially elisabeth..
xxx r
minimalism:
Jack is my favorite author. And Dharma Bums is his best work in my opinion. I work for the railroad on freight trains cause of the man. If you ever get a chance see if you can find 'September in the Railroad Earth' by him. Great work.
I will certainly hunt down those tracks. MBV is fantasic as well.
I will certainly hunt down those tracks. MBV is fantasic as well.
tarbaby:
awwwww...thank you. i needed that hug!!! so when do we get to see some pics???!!!
I think I'm going to write this and come back in about an hour, write something else. Things I need to say but not sure if I really turn this into a regular emo-sissyboy whining about his ex girlfriend. It does get tiresome to read, I know that.
But you see, its like this.
She emailed me a bunch of photos a few days ago,...
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But you see, its like this.
She emailed me a bunch of photos a few days ago,...
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elisabeth:
It's going to get better, the time and the distance will make it so. Wow, it feels like you are writing everything that was in my head from about Nov-Feb. There's a reason why you're not supposed to be together, and sometimes that reason doesn't manifest itself for a very long time, in some cases, if ever. Painful reality checks give way for extra intense development of your heart, mind, and soul. I'm going check up on you often, if that's ok
she phoned this morning.
I wasn't expecting it, and it was good to speak to her (really good) but it still managed to scare me a little. All the things running through my head that I wanted to ask her but that I knew I couldn't if there was any chance of being her friend somewhere at the end of this all.
I wanted to...
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I wasn't expecting it, and it was good to speak to her (really good) but it still managed to scare me a little. All the things running through my head that I wanted to ask her but that I knew I couldn't if there was any chance of being her friend somewhere at the end of this all.
I wanted to...
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onefoolishline:
and how...other books i've slept with:
frankenstein
as i lay dying
the prophet
the norton anthology of british romantic literature
lost in the funhouse
the inferno
the sun also rises
in our time (and most hemingway)
the brothers K
mrs. dalloway
leaves of grass
black holes &time warps: einstein's outrageous legacy
einstein's dreams
memoirs of geisha
a beautiful mind
the great gatsby
little women (no pun)
of mice and men
american pastoral
if on a winter's night a traveler...
and mcelligot's pool by dr. seuss..
and that's not all, but i was just having so much fun...
frankenstein
as i lay dying
the prophet
the norton anthology of british romantic literature
lost in the funhouse
the inferno
the sun also rises
in our time (and most hemingway)
the brothers K
mrs. dalloway
leaves of grass
black holes &time warps: einstein's outrageous legacy
einstein's dreams
memoirs of geisha
a beautiful mind
the great gatsby
little women (no pun)
of mice and men
american pastoral
if on a winter's night a traveler...
and mcelligot's pool by dr. seuss..
and that's not all, but i was just having so much fun...
I've been out and now I'm a little drunk and a lot confused...
I kissed a girl that I know I shouldn't have, and I don't know why I did it or if I even wanted it to. It just happened..
I kissed a girl that I know I shouldn't have, and I don't know why I did it or if I even wanted it to. It just happened..
zenhell:
thats the beauty of destiny
over the illusion of will
you like ornette
also beautiful
very beautiful
[Edited on May 03, 2003]
over the illusion of will
you like ornette
also beautiful
very beautiful
[Edited on May 03, 2003]
onefoolishline:
heyyyyyyyy...i hate it when that happens....
wait, that never happens... i'm boring.
*sniff*
oh well off to work and logic homework.
i did getyour email, and you should be getting some tonight (email that is
)...
have a great day!
wait, that never happens... i'm boring.
*sniff*
oh well off to work and logic homework.
i did getyour email, and you should be getting some tonight (email that is
)...
have a great day!
Thinking : how much I wish I could be in my bed with my kitty cat right now
Reading : The Secret Agent by Conrad which I don't much like but it's a school book.
Listening to : The sound of me typing?
Person who stole my heart : A quiet, caring boy with big brown eyes.