one of those cold and crisp autumn days today: one of those that makes you catch your breath when you leave the house, and run back inside for gloves. A really fucking freezing day, but so much better than the soggy brown kind...
and I'm kinda happy for no reason. Or because last night I was helping my best friend on a big huge painting/mural...
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and I'm kinda happy for no reason. Or because last night I was helping my best friend on a big huge painting/mural...
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things that are making me happy today.
pizza
hoegaarden beer.
dancing in my chair, to the make up: "in mass mind" played far too loud and annoying my flatmates.
learning to drive. which is kinda scary too.
somebody you don't know.
somebody you do.
thinking about things and not being scared. Or as scared.
cute nekked people.
canada (long story...)
cheese.
more beer.
the thought...
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pizza
hoegaarden beer.
dancing in my chair, to the make up: "in mass mind" played far too loud and annoying my flatmates.
learning to drive. which is kinda scary too.
somebody you don't know.
somebody you do.
thinking about things and not being scared. Or as scared.
cute nekked people.
canada (long story...)
cheese.
more beer.
the thought...
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llona:
i wish i had some good sex gossip for you. Alas, the hot date did not work out and I ended up falling asleep on the couch and getting no play whatsoever.
too bad.
Death cab for cutie is playing here and I totally thought of you.
hope you are having a good monday,
loves.
too bad.
Death cab for cutie is playing here and I totally thought of you.
hope you are having a good monday,
loves.
llona:
i did end up getting some last night and it was sweet.
so so sweet.
have fun at the pub! wish i could join you for a pint.
how far ahead time wise are you from the east coast of the states?
xoxo
so so sweet.
have fun at the pub! wish i could join you for a pint.
how far ahead time wise are you from the east coast of the states?
xoxo
right now i just want someone to kiss me and hold me and tell me that they want me, despite everything i am...
cherry:
The winter can get to people that way. Mostly it makes me feel good, but I get bad days too, you know? I know exactly what you're getting at here ^^^
I hope you start feeling better soon... rent out a movie and watch it with some chocolate and a hot mug of tea! May sound a little girlie, but I'm sure it'll help
Cherry xox
I hope you start feeling better soon... rent out a movie and watch it with some chocolate and a hot mug of tea! May sound a little girlie, but I'm sure it'll help
Cherry xox
"I don't believe in falling in love before breakfast...."
Don't ask.
but I do believe in the powers of beer and pizza and bad tv to make a particularly horrrible, cold and wet night in edinburgh (and this is a horribly cold and wet city) just about bearable. A hungogver day too; meeting up with my friend who I haven't seen in a year (she's...
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Don't ask.
but I do believe in the powers of beer and pizza and bad tv to make a particularly horrrible, cold and wet night in edinburgh (and this is a horribly cold and wet city) just about bearable. A hungogver day too; meeting up with my friend who I haven't seen in a year (she's...
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tarbaby:
*sigh*
if you do run away, please come here. i need some wit and wisdom to carry me through there days. i've been acting like a complete arse and it is actually bothering me. strange-maybe i'm turning from a girl into a woman. wouldn't THAT be something?!
now if my broken heart would ever heal i'd be ok. i actually think that's the reason why i've been such an angry bitch lately to people i don't even know. the fact that i can't take it out on this specific person has been making me take it out on others. i guess it's good that i realize it though, right? i'd love to forget myself right about now....
oxoxox
if you do run away, please come here. i need some wit and wisdom to carry me through there days. i've been acting like a complete arse and it is actually bothering me. strange-maybe i'm turning from a girl into a woman. wouldn't THAT be something?!
now if my broken heart would ever heal i'd be ok. i actually think that's the reason why i've been such an angry bitch lately to people i don't even know. the fact that i can't take it out on this specific person has been making me take it out on others. i guess it's good that i realize it though, right? i'd love to forget myself right about now....
oxoxox
gaaaaaaaaaah!
its so cold here and the heating's broken. I've realised that the idea of autumn is all very well, but when it goes from lovely, balmy indian-summer september sunniness to f***ing freezing in the space of a week, I'm not so keen. And the thought of the imminent 6 months of winter doesn't exactly gladden the heart.
but on a cheerier note, it does...
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its so cold here and the heating's broken. I've realised that the idea of autumn is all very well, but when it goes from lovely, balmy indian-summer september sunniness to f***ing freezing in the space of a week, I'm not so keen. And the thought of the imminent 6 months of winter doesn't exactly gladden the heart.
but on a cheerier note, it does...
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I'm so tired at the moment and I'm supposed to be going out dancing in an hour and I just want to flop into bed forever, and hide. And I ate too much risotto for my dinner and I'm feeling all bloaty.
too much detail, I know...
last night I went to see "Belleville Rendevous" and it made me laugh like I haven't done in...
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too much detail, I know...
last night I went to see "Belleville Rendevous" and it made me laugh like I haven't done in...
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oops.
I went to a gig the other night and I woke up with bruises that are making it really, really difficult to sit down and write this, let me tell you. I don't know how the hell that one happened, because my ass is the one part of me that has any "padding" whatsoever and I didn't fall over, as far as I can...
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I went to a gig the other night and I woke up with bruises that are making it really, really difficult to sit down and write this, let me tell you. I don't know how the hell that one happened, because my ass is the one part of me that has any "padding" whatsoever and I didn't fall over, as far as I can...
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magxc:
missing that simple enthusiasm too. seem to be turning into a bit of a misanthropist just now. modern british culture's getting me down.
'fraid i've got nothing to do with the film - i just like the PIL song. i've heard quite good things about it though.
hope you're feeling better
'fraid i've got nothing to do with the film - i just like the PIL song. i've heard quite good things about it though.
hope you're feeling better
tarbaby:
my long lost love. i've been MIA lately as things have been wretched and i wanted to spare you the gory details. let's just say that you boys suck, and leave it at that. 
what's this about the ex staying the night? hmmmm....
i've been pining for my chilhood HARD lately. seems like every time the real world has bitten me on the ass i run back to the past. i think that's ok though since it always makes me feel comforted. at the same time it makes me sad, but that's the way it goes, right?
miss you madly~
oxoxox~a
what's this about the ex staying the night? hmmmm....
i've been pining for my chilhood HARD lately. seems like every time the real world has bitten me on the ass i run back to the past. i think that's ok though since it always makes me feel comforted. at the same time it makes me sad, but that's the way it goes, right?
miss you madly~
oxoxox~a
yak!
I've been away too long. I've had too much on my mind recently and I just decided I needed a break from things - work, this town, sg, everything really - so I disappeared home for a bit, and then up into the wilds of the highlands. My friend has a holiday cottage in the forest outside aviemore (far far north, a scary place...
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I've been away too long. I've had too much on my mind recently and I just decided I needed a break from things - work, this town, sg, everything really - so I disappeared home for a bit, and then up into the wilds of the highlands. My friend has a holiday cottage in the forest outside aviemore (far far north, a scary place...
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elisabeth:
Good to see you posting again, hope all is well
llona:
Well, so that's where you were! It really sounds lovely.
I think we all need that from time to time. I've been fantasizing about it myself.
Love to you,
xo
I think we all need that from time to time. I've been fantasizing about it myself.
Love to you,
xo
"green grow the rushes....."
and again...
somebody once told me that there are people who you meet and are friendly with for a while, and there are the people who stay, even though they're a ways away. Its figuring out who they are and where you stand that's the hard bit. But the older I get, the more I'm realising the truth of it all,...
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and again...
somebody once told me that there are people who you meet and are friendly with for a while, and there are the people who stay, even though they're a ways away. Its figuring out who they are and where you stand that's the hard bit. But the older I get, the more I'm realising the truth of it all,...
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magxc:
...the sweetest hours that 'ere i spent... quite appropriate for 'round these parts, eh?
are you coming out tomorrow night?
are you coming out tomorrow night?
screamqueenpinup:
Yes, the mystery of another is always more inticing than when you actually meet and get to know them a bit. Likewise, crushes are to be crushed by. Mine are always a disappointment. - hearts - SQP
I misplaced 2.5 Million at work yesterday, but I found it today and let us speak no more of it....
Where is everbody? Away for the summer or asleep or all sg'd out, or just not speaking? I dunno. I hope you're all okay xxx r
Where is everbody? Away for the summer or asleep or all sg'd out, or just not speaking? I dunno. I hope you're all okay xxx r
ahhh, i want to run away to scotland and wear my red wool coat and walk to pub with you.
xoxo