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ryman

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Tuesday Dec 21, 2004

Dec 21, 2004
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.... and she kissed me and I wanted it to mean more than it did. Just lips that tasted of cranberry and the memory of everything that had ever happened there and before.
It's like vertigo. Milan Kundera said something about Vertigo being not the fear of falling, but the fear of wanting to fall. Giving in to gravity and letting weight do its work.
And that's how it felt kissing her. sweet and heady and fatal, an inevitablilty. The feeling was still there, the kick and turn of my stomach not quite believing it. Giving in and wanting to fall and keep falling
and she makes it easy to believe in.
xxx r
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bluechild:
kiss
Dec 23, 2004
elisabeth:
You articulate that experience so brilliantly. And thanks for reminding me to revisit Kundera.

Have a great holiday, and I hope to see you update more often. kiss

*edited to add that chocolate almost came out of my nose upon reading your WHAT MAKES ME SAD portion of your profile. biggrin

[Edited on Dec 24, 2004 12:49PM]
Dec 24, 2004

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