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Thursday Dec 09, 2004

Dec 9, 2004
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This evening I went to have a look at the space this show is going to be in (just over a week to go....). I'd planned on doing a drawing quite high up on the wall of a balcony (it's in an old fucked up church hall) without actually realising a) how high up this would be and b) how bad my vertigo is getting.
but it's a great space, and it has to be done. Just don't ask me how I'm getting up that ladder, or how I'm planning on getting down.
My mini-crush ended at about 1.45pm today. the point at which, for no real reason, I stopped and realised that it was craziness from the outset and just wouldn't work or happen like I wanted it to. Just the way it is sometimes, I guess. "le sigh..."
Something that old bugger Beckett wrote (that I can't quite remember) about living and making mistakes, and then living some more to make better mistakes.
Just the way it is.
xxx r
if you see someone on the bus looking lovelorn, that's probably me.
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magxc:
>Pet Shop Boys
they are great. they can sound very arch on the first listening, but there's often a really heartbreaking sincerity or tenderness there too.

aye, my freezer's full of random culinary oddities as well. i found a couple of ostrich burgers in there at the weekend surreal

i see you're into <---nigella. braw. i've been making lots of her pea risotto with all the stock i saved up...

is your show in 'burgh? you should upload some shots of your work. i'd love to see it kiss
Dec 14, 2004
bluechild:
i probably will never see you on a buss looking lovelorn frown
Dec 17, 2004

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