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Tuesday Oct 12, 2004

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"we can never know what to want, because, living only one life, we can neither compare it with our previous lives nor pefect it in our lives to come...."
Milan Kundera

I spent today making plans near and far, booking flights (to Germany and London) and trying to catch up with all the people I've let slip a little bit recently, trying to figure out where this is all headed, what's to be done about it. New job, new flat, meet new people etc etc etc.... Move somewhere entirely random in the blind faith that I'll be okay? I don't know.
All of which I neatly side-stepped by going to my favourite bar with one of my favourite people, and drinking and talking a little bit with her, huddled in a corner away from the inevitable draught and the rain blowing in from outside. For so many reasons, I just didn't want to leave....
I think I'm off to bed now: I'm not feeling overly inspired, and the idea of falling asleep to the Shipping Forecast on Radio 4, curled up under every blanket I own, is suddenly very appealing.
Goodnight
xo
llona:
goodnight.
xo
Oct 12, 2004

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