"I don't believe in falling in love before breakfast...."
Don't ask.
but I do believe in the powers of beer and pizza and bad tv to make a particularly horrrible, cold and wet night in edinburgh (and this is a horribly cold and wet city) just about bearable. A hungogver day too; meeting up with my friend who I haven't seen in a year (she's been away in Japan, breaking various hearts, bless her....) and trying to talk about everything all at once, but actually just talking rubbish. Which was pretty good anyway.
And seeing her and hearing about the world (out there, somewhere) is making me restless again; I'm getting the urge to get up and run away somewhere warm and sunny and anonymous; forget everything I ever thought and start over. Its that old cliche: that you can go new places but you'll always take yourself with you, but is that really true? Or could I just forget myself completely?
Would people be fooled by that, or would the real me (insecure and weird and dorky) start showing through?
Don't ask.
but I do believe in the powers of beer and pizza and bad tv to make a particularly horrrible, cold and wet night in edinburgh (and this is a horribly cold and wet city) just about bearable. A hungogver day too; meeting up with my friend who I haven't seen in a year (she's been away in Japan, breaking various hearts, bless her....) and trying to talk about everything all at once, but actually just talking rubbish. Which was pretty good anyway.
And seeing her and hearing about the world (out there, somewhere) is making me restless again; I'm getting the urge to get up and run away somewhere warm and sunny and anonymous; forget everything I ever thought and start over. Its that old cliche: that you can go new places but you'll always take yourself with you, but is that really true? Or could I just forget myself completely?
Would people be fooled by that, or would the real me (insecure and weird and dorky) start showing through?
if you do run away, please come here. i need some wit and wisdom to carry me through there days. i've been acting like a complete arse and it is actually bothering me. strange-maybe i'm turning from a girl into a woman. wouldn't THAT be something?!
now if my broken heart would ever heal i'd be ok. i actually think that's the reason why i've been such an angry bitch lately to people i don't even know. the fact that i can't take it out on this specific person has been making me take it out on others. i guess it's good that i realize it though, right? i'd love to forget myself right about now....
oxoxox