ryman

shit. fuck.
this is bad.
I've realised that somebody I know has just got an SG memebership. He's the ex of my ex, (of the girl I'm still pretty much in love with even though she's a ways away). And if he ever reads this, he's going to figure it out pretty damn quick.
I don't especially like the guy, it has to be said. What we had in common was finished the second he cheated on this girl (they'd been together for 6 years, she was pretty much my best friend at the time, she was really really hurt by this....)
so regardless of what happened afterwards, I'm not sure I like him or respect him. So what's the problem? The fact that I've used this space as a totally anonymous place where I can say anything, (some stuff about her, and other things too) without feeling held back or feel like I'm being judged (that comfortable). And I don't especially want him knowing about how I feel about her, and i certainly don't want to know about his sex-life with his awful new girlfriend.
Is this me being totally paranoid or what?
deep breath.