Like I said..."Its been forever since I've been out his late with you" and she told me then "I'll always be around, wherever. you know that"
and my heart melted a little bit more.
I'm such a sap sometimes, but it was one of those moments. Where "nothing" happened, because nothing is ever going to happen between us. but did I wish it had? A little. because she is one of the more perfect people I know, beautiful and sweet and smart and just slightly mad, and I'd be mad not to love her a little.
So we just sat there with the sun going down behind the city in front of us and we sat on an extinct volcano, drinking cheap red wine and shivering slightly. that hug felt really good.
tomorrow I'm going to feel absolutely wretched though.
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx r
and my heart melted a little bit more.
I'm such a sap sometimes, but it was one of those moments. Where "nothing" happened, because nothing is ever going to happen between us. but did I wish it had? A little. because she is one of the more perfect people I know, beautiful and sweet and smart and just slightly mad, and I'd be mad not to love her a little.
So we just sat there with the sun going down behind the city in front of us and we sat on an extinct volcano, drinking cheap red wine and shivering slightly. that hug felt really good.
tomorrow I'm going to feel absolutely wretched though.
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx r
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today on the bus, i caught myself remembering the chokecherry bushes that grew in my back yard. i tried to remember their exact taste, bitter yet smooth and sweet. addictive.
this all remembed me of the crabapples, the violet bush, the wild strawberries. the exact place i put my feet in the grass. the cartwheels and the tire swings.
the clean air and breathing heaven and exhaling the sun.
i often catch myself trying to remember the exact and smallest detail.
the heart melts like rain into these crevices, sinking on the brow, trickling to the eyelash, and the cheek, stained tears.
~heather