Saturday May 10, 2003

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and again...
"the quaint tragedies we invent
and then undo from the stupid circumstances
we slalomed through"

that's it, isn't it? thank you
Morgan
and especially elisabeth..
xxx r
minimalism:
Jack is my favorite author. And Dharma Bums is his best work in my opinion. I work for the railroad on freight trains cause of the man. If you ever get a chance see if you can find 'September in the Railroad Earth' by him. Great work.

I will certainly hunt down those tracks. MBV is fantasic as well.
tarbaby:
awwwww...thank you. i needed that hug!!! so when do we get to see some pics???!!!

Saturday May 10, 2003

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I think I'm going to write this and come back in about an hour, write something else. Things I need to say but not sure if I really turn this into a regular emo-sissyboy whining about his ex girlfriend. It does get tiresome to read, I know that.
But you see, its like this.
She emailed me a bunch of photos a few days ago,...
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elisabeth:
It's going to get better, the time and the distance will make it so. Wow, it feels like you are writing everything that was in my head from about Nov-Feb. There's a reason why you're not supposed to be together, and sometimes that reason doesn't manifest itself for a very long time, in some cases, if ever. Painful reality checks give way for extra intense development of your heart, mind, and soul. I'm going check up on you often, if that's ok smile

Tuesday May 06, 2003

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she phoned this morning.
I wasn't expecting it, and it was good to speak to her (really good) but it still managed to scare me a little. All the things running through my head that I wanted to ask her but that I knew I couldn't if there was any chance of being her friend somewhere at the end of this all.
I wanted to...
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onefoolishline:
and how...other books i've slept with:
frankenstein
as i lay dying
the prophet
the norton anthology of british romantic literature
lost in the funhouse
the inferno
the sun also rises
in our time (and most hemingway)
the brothers K
mrs. dalloway
leaves of grass
black holes &time warps: einstein's outrageous legacy
einstein's dreams
memoirs of geisha
a beautiful mind
the great gatsby
little women (no pun)
of mice and men
american pastoral
if on a winter's night a traveler...
and mcelligot's pool by dr. seuss..

and that's not all, but i was just having so much fun...
kiss
stacie:
kiss

Friday May 02, 2003

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I've been out and now I'm a little drunk and a lot confused...
I kissed a girl that I know I shouldn't have, and I don't know why I did it or if I even wanted it to. It just happened..
zenhell:
thats the beauty of destiny
over the illusion of will

you like ornette
also beautiful
very beautiful

[Edited on May 03, 2003]
onefoolishline:
heyyyyyyyy...i hate it when that happens....
wait, that never happens... i'm boring.
*sniff*
oh well off to work and logic homework.
i did getyour email, and you should be getting some tonight (email that is wink )...
have a great day!

Wednesday Apr 30, 2003

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nothing much to say today (too much thinking in ever-decreasing circles) so a couple of random quotes to suit the weather; raining in that strange melancholy east coast way that I love.

"some mysterious combination of failing light, and the smell of an unrecognized plant bring back to some men the sense of childhood, and of future hope: and to others the sense of something...
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rickroyal:
The Graham Greene quote sounds especially true.

Wednesday Apr 23, 2003

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right now I'm wondering how it is that some things become parts of our lives without us realising it. Music especially, because I'm getting through a lot of it right now...
I mean that there are some songs, some records which are fixed in a particular time and place and nothing ever changes that. The Dismemberment Plan "Change" is always going to be fixed in...
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captaincolorado:
i've seen the blood brothers 3 or 4 times. really nice guys too. i got a copy of the new album at the end of december, i know im a fuck, and i fell in love instantly. i love everything, except for rumors laid waste, its cool because its bb, but its just not that great. i always go on blood brother stints where i listen to them for weeks at a time. long live the rock.
tarbaby:
ya-what onefoolishline said-we want a pic!!!! wink

Saturday Apr 19, 2003

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oh dear
bit of a disasterous day, but fun too...
spent way too much money on records, and now I've had too much beer and too much chocolate. I'm going to feel guilty as hell tomorrow morning, but right now I'm trying to tell myself there's no such thing as too much chocolate/ beer/ too many records.
Could you tell that to my bank manager...
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tarbaby:
no way-you are not evil...you updated your journal just for me,huh? wink
tarbaby:
you rule the planet,ya know that? kiss

Sunday Apr 13, 2003

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Yay, I've made a friend!
So it looks like its going to be a good day, even though I've been bad and lazy and spent the day lying in bed drinking tea, talking on the phone and watchin bad tv.I'm feeling a little guilty because its a beautiful day out there (and we don't get too many of those in scotland) but somedays (and sundays...
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tarbaby:
thousands of miles away but we are doing the same thing...awww-i'sn't that sweet!!! all i want to do is curl up on the couch with my doggie and watch terrible sunday afternoon movies....**YAWN** smile
tarbaby:
you are supposed to update your journal and keep my entertained......kiss

Wednesday Apr 09, 2003

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God I don't know why I'm doing this.
Because somebody suggested it.

I stopped keeping a journal when I was about 16, because I couldn't stand reading it and seeing the person I was yesterday, last month, last year. So what I'm doing posting this out there in the world for anyone to read I don't know. Maybe because I know that the chances are...
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tarbaby:
i'm happy to have made your day and to have made you smile!!!!! smile
tarbaby:
mmmm...french toast with berries ***DROOL*** i'm going to add you to my friend's list but that means you must update your journal every day to keep me entertained (just kidding-every other day will be fine,thank you) smile