"the idea of a rectangle exists only as an idea, which is easy for rectangles and difficult for most ideas"
- Donald Judd
I've been so quiet because I've barely been keeping up with myself, let alone managing to find some way to pin it down and make a little sense of it. Damit, I want everything (or at least something) in this here life...
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- Donald Judd
I've been so quiet because I've barely been keeping up with myself, let alone managing to find some way to pin it down and make a little sense of it. Damit, I want everything (or at least something) in this here life...
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I spent today sitting in bed with my friend, making origami boxes and listening to radio four, and that made me so happy for some reason....*
and "lost in translation" is the most perfect film. or a perfect as I want anything to be.
and that's all for the moment.
xxx r
(*actually, the reason is that she's the sweetest, loveliest, smiliest person....)
and "lost in translation" is the most perfect film. or a perfect as I want anything to be.
and that's all for the moment.
xxx r
(*actually, the reason is that she's the sweetest, loveliest, smiliest person....)
reinhardt:
tell me gordon matta-clark stories! 
now playing; "Excuse me while I break my own heart tonight...." Whiskeytown
(It's more beautiful than it sounds, trust me.)
so this is 2004 then?
and this was everything I've wanted, forever, but something's not sitting right. Dislocation and the ache of wanting to be with someone too much, the bruises you left here. God, I wish you were close to me, and I wish...
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(It's more beautiful than it sounds, trust me.)
so this is 2004 then?
and this was everything I've wanted, forever, but something's not sitting right. Dislocation and the ache of wanting to be with someone too much, the bruises you left here. God, I wish you were close to me, and I wish...
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salome_seule:
the roadtrip is nowhere near finished. god, the thing i hate about living as a gypsy is that i'm always losing my socks, of all things. not underwear or tank tops (both easy to lose, especially with my lifestyle), just always my god damned socks. how bizarre. tonight i'm back in los angeles, after a week in santa barbara. tomorrow, i fly away again. still 2 weeks before i go home. i will miss my gorgeous dogs.
new years resolutions:
1. watch my socks!
2. lose 10 lbs.
3. be faithful to my loving, devoted boyfriend.
4. get A's in all my classes.
5. spend less money.
6. spend less money on drugs.
7. spend less money on drugs that i end up sharing or giving away to friends.
8. spend more time on my art, and less time drunk.
9. quit smoking. dammit.
hmmm, i may cutxpaste this for my journal. but, you were the first to see it, so feel special...
new years resolutions:
1. watch my socks!
2. lose 10 lbs.
3. be faithful to my loving, devoted boyfriend.
4. get A's in all my classes.
5. spend less money.
6. spend less money on drugs.
7. spend less money on drugs that i end up sharing or giving away to friends.
8. spend more time on my art, and less time drunk.
9. quit smoking. dammit.
hmmm, i may cutxpaste this for my journal. but, you were the first to see it, so feel special...
llona:
Aw. I love that you read Bust and Bitch.
that's cute!
hopefully i'll have some gossip for you soon.
xoxo
that's cute!
hopefully i'll have some gossip for you soon.
xoxo
A train across the country, back to the city after a couple of stolen days at home. Only half-sleeping; half listening to the sweet couple in the seats in front of me, talking about their yesterday and half staring out the window at the twilight trees and fields, cliffs and sea.
Moments like these when you pass unseen through little fragments of other people's lives;...
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Moments like these when you pass unseen through little fragments of other people's lives;...
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bluechild:
well im an architect and LOVE art, thats what i studied in university and thats what i graduated as.
Alvar Aalto is one of the best architects ever, him and Luis Barragan. you have good taste in architects
Alvar Aalto is one of the best architects ever, him and Luis Barragan. you have good taste in architects
bluechild:
just came in to wish you a great new year 2004
the house is so quiet.... Soemthing earnest and literary on Radio 4 humming in the background and a tap dripping, but apart from that, NOTHING. and it's glorious.
It's strange to think that at the weekend I was feeling more alone than I think I have done since I moved here and everything happened. Lonely: I admit it now. I've said it: one click and...
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It's strange to think that at the weekend I was feeling more alone than I think I have done since I moved here and everything happened. Lonely: I admit it now. I've said it: one click and...
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cherry:
You're so cute. I do love that new crush feeling. Even if I do feel sick and can't think of anything but that. Ahhh. It's bliss to feel this way again. First time in 3 years 
Here's a hug for you :::hug::: sorry I can't give it you in person, I do know how you feel
Cherry xox
Here's a hug for you :::hug::: sorry I can't give it you in person, I do know how you feel
Cherry xox
I think I'm going to Glasgow today, try and do my christmas shopping (probably just end up buying myself a whole load of crap, but anyway....) and just get out of this city. There are things I don't need to think about today, not right now.
Later, there's always later.
It's one of those frighteningly bright winter days, probably freezing too, but that cold crisp...
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Later, there's always later.
It's one of those frighteningly bright winter days, probably freezing too, but that cold crisp...
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minimalism:
Are you in Scotland, mate? I had no idea.
"and last nights drunken ramblings/ are the next day's apologies...."
so just bear that in mind.
All said, I had a lovely night, and I almost succeeding in not thinking too much. And right now I'm trying really hard not to think about the next week.
so let's not.
somebody come and take me away and lose me somewhere warm, just for a second or...
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so just bear that in mind.
All said, I had a lovely night, and I almost succeeding in not thinking too much. And right now I'm trying really hard not to think about the next week.
so let's not.
somebody come and take me away and lose me somewhere warm, just for a second or...
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this getting old thing? I've had enough.
another year to add to the list of things I meant to do, and things I just didn't plan for:
good things, great things and things that suck a little.
Next year: who knows?
tonight I'm going out for a meal with some friends (but not the ones who have cancelled or wimped out on me - the...
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another year to add to the list of things I meant to do, and things I just didn't plan for:
good things, great things and things that suck a little.
Next year: who knows?
tonight I'm going out for a meal with some friends (but not the ones who have cancelled or wimped out on me - the...
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llona:
I hope you had a wonderful birthday!
how was it?
you are young and beautiful and talented. happy birthday.
kisses.
how was it?
you are young and beautiful and talented. happy birthday.
kisses.
Finally pausing to catch breath, late night listening to a tape of sad old country songs that somebody made me years ago. I can't even remember who....
which is my other secret for the day. I don't have many left, but they're in there somewhere. Like a friend told me once, my depths have surprising shallows.
A few weeks ago I was lying in bed...
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which is my other secret for the day. I don't have many left, but they're in there somewhere. Like a friend told me once, my depths have surprising shallows.
A few weeks ago I was lying in bed...
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cherry:
I haven't seen either of those films. And I love Jim Carey. How come it's a secret?
Cherry xox
Cherry xox
tarbaby:
happy birthday darling!!!
i wish i were there to celebrate with you-wouldn't we have fun?!
now, about this girl in your bed-is this something that are are going to pursue? hmmmmmm?????
i hope you have the most awesome day my dear d...one day maybe we can share it together.
oxoxox~s
i wish i were there to celebrate with you-wouldn't we have fun?!
now, about this girl in your bed-is this something that are are going to pursue? hmmmmmm?????
i hope you have the most awesome day my dear d...one day maybe we can share it together.
oxoxox~s
today I'm doing my domestic goddess routine. Ironing and baking and generally trying to put everything in my world in its right place.
I was horribly, messily drunk last night and woke up this morning wishing that the sky would fall on me and put me out of my misery.... and for a moment, looking outside the window at the great big black lumbering clouds...
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I was horribly, messily drunk last night and woke up this morning wishing that the sky would fall on me and put me out of my misery.... and for a moment, looking outside the window at the great big black lumbering clouds...
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tarbaby:
wait-last i heard you had a horrible cold. now you are out DRINKING??? what am i going to do with you???
oxoxoxox~a
oxoxoxox~a
caz:
aww your skinny thread made me pounce over here and personaly add, Skinny guys= YUM! Its an old thread i know, but it was worth the pounce 
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today, for the first time in absolutely ages I called in sick. I felt a bit guilty for all of 3 minutes before I made some coffee and toast, went back to bed and fell asleep for another three hours. Spent the rest of the day
pottering about the house in your pyjamas, dosed up on flu medications and feeling smug about not being at...
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pottering about the house in your pyjamas, dosed up on flu medications and feeling smug about not being at...
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"practice makes perfect."
the past month has been a bit dizzying, too much spinning around without remembering all of the things that are generally considered important for staying sane and alive.
And the truth of it is that none of this crap matters anyway, it's all so much filling space between the things that actually matter to me, that I miss.
and then you meet...
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the past month has been a bit dizzying, too much spinning around without remembering all of the things that are generally considered important for staying sane and alive.
And the truth of it is that none of this crap matters anyway, it's all so much filling space between the things that actually matter to me, that I miss.
and then you meet...
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cherry:
Ha ha. I wish I had the time to be self indulgent 
Cherry xoxo
Cherry xoxo
cherry:
I guess some people are just better at hiding it than others ::shrug::
Cherry xox
Cherry xox
xo
hope you are well, love.
xo