My energy is very, very low. I'm losing a battle to take care of the world while retaining one ounce of sanity. As the one being in my life that is willing to get my hands dirty to fix a problem, my hands, and the rest of me, are filthy and I'm starting to resemble a mere shell of who I am.
People around me...
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People around me...
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I've gone over the edge.
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aaardvark:
Alright, you guys still in the same place for now?
aaardvark:
Hey, I can't show tonight, I have to catch up on some sleep, been working too much, also been very sick, I'll explain to you guys later.
It all boils down.
And at the end of the rainbow, I haven't changed. I'm still who I always was.
Shit.
And at the end of the rainbow, I haven't changed. I'm still who I always was.
Shit.
parks:
I never change either, I'm always insane
I'm drunk.
drinking tonight has brought out a lot in me.
My Bitterness. Towards myself and others.
And a feeling of self-hatred I haven't experianced, or acknowledged in a while.
God, I hate honesty.
drinking tonight has brought out a lot in me.
My Bitterness. Towards myself and others.
And a feeling of self-hatred I haven't experianced, or acknowledged in a while.
God, I hate honesty.
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betsyjane:
The Girl Who Turned Into a Bed (by Tim Burton):
It happened that day
she picked up a strange pussy willow.
Her head swelled up white
and a soft as a pillow.
Her skin, which had turned
all flaky and rotten,
was now replaced
with 100% cotton.
Through her organs and torso
she sprouted like wings,
a beautiful set
of matress and springs.
It was so terribly strange
that I started to weep.
But at least after that
I had a nice place to sleep

It happened that day
she picked up a strange pussy willow.
Her head swelled up white
and a soft as a pillow.
Her skin, which had turned
all flaky and rotten,
was now replaced
with 100% cotton.
Through her organs and torso
she sprouted like wings,
a beautiful set
of matress and springs.
It was so terribly strange
that I started to weep.
But at least after that
I had a nice place to sleep

yuriel:
im sorry to hear you feel like that
and have been
i know how it feels.

and have been
i know how it feels.
I'm drunk.
drinking tonight has brought out a lot in me.
My Bitterness. Towards myself and others.
And a feeling of self-hatred I haven't experianced, or acknowledged in a while.
God, I hate honesty.
drinking tonight has brought out a lot in me.
My Bitterness. Towards myself and others.
And a feeling of self-hatred I haven't experianced, or acknowledged in a while.
God, I hate honesty.
It's been deliciosly hot out these last few days. I'm once again being sucked into my eternal love affair with summer.
Summer is a fickle love. Come October, it'll break my heart.
But till then I shall happily walk around the house in no more than one layer, happily enforcing the new house rule of 'No more than 2 clothing layers between any two people...
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Summer is a fickle love. Come October, it'll break my heart.
But till then I shall happily walk around the house in no more than one layer, happily enforcing the new house rule of 'No more than 2 clothing layers between any two people...
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pekoe:
YUM, balloon fight!!! We enforced a nekkid code in my house the other day. It was too hot for anything but the bare min. and a fan in your face.
z:
I like water balloons AND ice cubes.
P.S. I'm drunk
P.S. I'm drunk
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charlatan:
She is returned! I thought you had quit on us. You should know you can never leave.
pixie_punch:
super naked apple juice!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I get it. I want my own room. Fuck off.
otoki:
No, you want to share a room with me, so we can stare at each other's boobies
jealousy.
To clarify. My account has run out, my hope is that I will Have money to pay before I go grey.
And Holy SGs in The TC!
And Holy SGs in The TC!
yuriel:
TC?
Hrm I hope you have money too!!!

Hrm I hope you have money too!!!
Yes. Internet is BACK!
haha... too bad In about 2 seconds my acount will go away...
I LOVE YOU ALL!
haha... too bad In about 2 seconds my acount will go away...
I LOVE YOU ALL!
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z:
Yay internet!
leaving?
leaving?
parks:
you're still here!
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thejuanupsman:
Nice pics.
Re your last journal, I was recently stranded approximately 25 miles from home with no money, ID or cell phone. Because I was foolish enough to go for a pleasure ride without taking any of the above. I then broke the crank (the thing the pedals are mounted on) on one side of my bike. I was faced with a choice of begging strangers for spare change or a long walk home.
My feet still hurt.
It gave me a new perspective on panhandlers. They are braver than I am. I couldn't bring myself to do it.
Hope things are going better by the way.
Re your last journal, I was recently stranded approximately 25 miles from home with no money, ID or cell phone. Because I was foolish enough to go for a pleasure ride without taking any of the above. I then broke the crank (the thing the pedals are mounted on) on one side of my bike. I was faced with a choice of begging strangers for spare change or a long walk home.
My feet still hurt.
It gave me a new perspective on panhandlers. They are braver than I am. I couldn't bring myself to do it.
Hope things are going better by the way.
toneski:
speak

someone has been housejacked.
I think you're great.
k bye,
Pie