ryker

summer time is finally here, and not just because of the weather but the whole crew is finally together again....just hanging out at the apartment watching Anchorman and Troy (although this summer it seems to be Grandmas Boy and 300...) smoking blunt after blunt. I love it! Things were starting to get a little too... normal, i guess is the word, not having everyone together. im glad thats overwith.
Yesterday came with some scares though, one of my best friends had some sort of a short lived ciezure it was so crazy and random. he was fine and getting ready to get up to go home all of a sudden while he was stretching his body started shaking and it was like he wasnt even aware of what was going on...he was sweating and feverish, his face went ghost white. at first everyone thought he was kind of fucking around but ive seem this happen to him a couple times and my heart immediately dropped..I got him some water and he drank it and tried to get up but i guess he got light headed cause as soon as he was up he was back down, stretched across our love seat still looking pale and sick. i just covered him with a blanket and stayed kinda close all night....
it really worries me because i've seen this happen a few times. he never says anything about it, he just plays it off...thats how he is. but i cant get the image of him shaking like that out of my head ive never seen it that bad before. and usually he gets like that when hes had alot to drink and maybe a pain killer or something but last night he only had one beer....
it makes me wonder if there are bigger things going on with him that he doesnt talk about....
kinda heartbreaking you know??
im rambling out of worry!! enough for now...
xoxo