ryguy

so my mother died five years ago yesterday...i cant believe that it has been that long! She struggled, and finally succumbed to cancer, for over 15 years of her life. I feel bad...cause every year on Jan. 27, for the past 4 years, I have gone to her grave to put flowers on her tombstone...but yesterday was soo fucking cold and I was so tired, so i didnt make it. I konw that i shouldnt feel like a bad person, but I just felt kinda void and empty when I went to sleep last nite.
God bless mom! I love you!