I feel I'm so confused in my head of what I want or need. I don't want to allow myself to be happy or do things I want to do. I don't deserve it. I feel I should do things for others and not for me. I feel I can't make others happy. I feel I should not be in my relationship to my girlfriend. Everybody would be better off if I just was alone and didn't bother them or let them waist their time with me.
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rygate:
@bitterblue my girlfriend and I broke up about a month ago. It was for the best. But I now have the time to learn about me. To live myself, to become happy. Then I will meet a woman I live, when I'm ready
bitterblue:
That's very brave of you, thinking like that. I hope you really enjoy this opportunity of meeting yourself again <3