rye8

it's been a while. not like i have any friends on here or that anyone reads this.. but yeah..

so the past few months have been super busy. with work, the band touring, and a slew of a million things going on all at once. just when i thought that i was over andrea, i started dating another girl. broke it off with her after a week. started seeing another girl. she went crazy on me. and running into andrea at a show. she told me she missed me. she kissed me. and one thing led to another and as we lay there she tells me she's seeing somone, and that she doesnt want me back in her life.

who the fuck does that? and what did she expect from me? to be ok with that? she totally fucked with my head. i've been a huge ball of emotions the past few days. and i can't seem to let it go. and i dont know when im going to be able to. she fucked me up big time. im going to have a hard time trusting anyone anymore.

ive tried to hide it and play it off around my friends. but i can only hide so much.