rybear369

so every time my subscription end nears, i debate if im going to renew. each time i do because i love you guys and love being a part of your lives. but in all honesty, i fucking hate sg. its been a very long time since ive been in high school, but thats what it feels like on here lately. also, the bullshit with this lawsuit against lithium picnic makes me mad and therefore, i dont want to contribute money to or support sg anymore.

ive met some wonderful people that are an important part of my daily life here in nyc, and friends in other parts of the country (and scotland of course) that i look forward to visiting or have an air mattress waiting for you to crash on. i used to look at writing my journals as therapy. two years of my writings are gone cause some bitch felt insecure around me. ever since losing my stella_marie, my heart just isnt in this site anymore.

im trying to change some things in my life now, and getting off the computer is a big one. i live in the most incredible city and im always napping or on the computer. that has to stop. and this will help me.

anyone who knows me at all knows i dont do well not speaking my mind. so im reclaiming my name. my face is there for everyone to see. my words are here for everyone to read. ill continue commenting till the 17 of may when this expires or until i get zotted again.

i love you fuckers.
and you know i mean that nicely




nicole





my favorite pic ever, taken by overshadowed