So she doesn't want to "hurt me". What a pessimistic attitude to have when entering a relationship. How could it possibly work if that's how she thinks? I went into this with everything, my time, my attention and my heart, especially my heart. i should have known it wasn't going to work, but, I was too much in love. We were friends before this mess, and are hopfully now are still friends. But i'm confused, I've always been in love with her, since the beginning, but i don't know if it's alright to be still in love or should i leave those feelings with the relationship. She says that it was he,r that's what was wrong with the relationship. Bullshit! If I made her happy wouldn't she still want to be with me? Wouldn't she want to make things work? I DON"T KNOW! All I know is that my head hurts along with my heart. Maybe it was the two packs of smokes i went through today.
starsandsmokes:
... that's exactly the feeling i went through with my ex when she left me, for what sounds like about the same reason, but she realized she had made a mistake, and we are still good friends, better than before, and still in love, in an even better way than before. i was miserable for a while, but things always get better, from bad things always come better things...
starsandsmokes:
... if that doesn't make sense, i'm drunk, it made sense to me when i typed it. good luck brother...