Saturday Apr 26, 2003

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a week ago i was the best friend she could ever have. at the end of this week it appeared if a relationship could once again develope. now, she says that a relationship is "bad for my health". I don't get it. i guess i'm just not worth being in a realationship with.
starsandsmokes:
... makes 2 of us. too bad you live in canada, we could start a sad bastard club...
hellkitten:
naw... you are surely worth being in a relationship with, she's just a confused individual.
kiss keep your head up cutie

Tuesday Apr 22, 2003

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kiss
hellkitten:
kiss to you too sweets - hope life is looking up for you +o)

Tuesday Apr 08, 2003

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If there's a wrong, we could make it right.
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mia:
thanks for the uhm.. comment. or at least putting your name in there. yep. smile
emily:
Perhaps....

Saturday Apr 05, 2003

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So she doesn't want to "hurt me". What a pessimistic attitude to have when entering a relationship. How could it possibly work if that's how she thinks? I went into this with everything, my time, my attention and my heart, especially my heart. i should have known it wasn't going to work, but, I was too much in love. We were friends before this mess,...
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starsandsmokes:
... that's exactly the feeling i went through with my ex when she left me, for what sounds like about the same reason, but she realized she had made a mistake, and we are still good friends, better than before, and still in love, in an even better way than before. i was miserable for a while, but things always get better, from bad things always come better things...
starsandsmokes:
... if that doesn't make sense, i'm drunk, it made sense to me when i typed it. good luck brother...

Wednesday Apr 02, 2003

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Bye.
All can reach me at:
ilostmysock@hotmail.com
or on MSN.
hellkitten:
I'll add you to my msn when I get home +o)
emily:
bye??

Friday Mar 21, 2003

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So we're on a "break" and it's killing me. When I suggested, That's right i suggested it, I had only her in mind. Things were weird when her ex came from Windsor and she's really busy and stressed out because of school so, i thought "she doesn't need me as a concern seeing that i'm always a Sad Bastard". I'm now afraid that she may...
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hellkitten:
Ouch. I do that too. Amazing how self-deprecating we can be at times. +o( If you need an ear hun, gimme a shout.
hel:
i dunno... breaks never seem to work, not in my experience anyhow

:hel:

Tuesday Mar 18, 2003

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My Morning Jacket are just completly KICKING MY ASS! They're the best thing i've heard in a while.
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starsandsmokes:
... i downloaded the tennessee fire, and from what i've listened to so far it's pretty good (i know downloading is bad and wrong and all that good stuff, but i run a record store, so i'm basically my own worst enemy)... yeah from what i heard "love is hell" or at least that is what i heard it was supposed to be called was a really sonic youth-esque eqperimental type thing, this was from an interview from before demolition. have you heard the finger "we are fuck you" album yet?
starsandsmokes:
... yeah, i thought i was supposed to get the red vinyl, some guy on e-bay was auctioning a ton of them, and i contacted him to see if he had any not on auction that i could buy, and i got one for $25, so i figured it would be the ltd. one, but alas i got screwed and got regular black vinyl... i saw they were releasing it as an import on cd with a shit ton of extra songs, i'll have to pick that up too eventually...

Tuesday Mar 11, 2003

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She's the tear that hangs inside my soul forever.
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mynka:
sorry
the "wow" was all i could muster upon seeing your photo
yeah, i was drunk and rendered speechless...
starsandsmokes:
... i ended up getting the natural '72 thinline w/ maple neck, the model with the 2 bigass fuckin' humbuckers, it's really nice to look at, and sounds even better. i haven't seen this particular model for less than 690 bucks, and i got it brand new for 390, so i'd say i made out pretty well on this deal...

Monday Mar 10, 2003

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Now that her ex is in town and staying with her, we pretend we're not in love. Meanwhile, shes crying and talking to her mum becuse she doesn't want to hurt me. But...I'm Still her favorite?
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lesa:
Sounds like issues to me. I'd back off and give her some hang time if I were you. Until she's over him.

He shouldn't be staying with her if he's her "ex".
hellkitten:
I agree with Lesa. The girl needs to make a decision. As long as she's figuring it out, I'd give her some space.

kiss Anytime you need an ear, hun, give me a shout +o)
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