ruthi

So much has changed for me the few months I was absent from SG.
Let's go down the list, shall we?

-Realized I'm an atheist, no matter how much I wish I could believe in god.
-Got a boyfriend.
-Went back to school.
-Am actually taking school seriously.
-Lived in Illinois for a while in a group home.
-Came back to Oregon (which is when the first four things happened)
-Learned to love myself.
-Realized I don't owe society anything.
-Realized I'm more of a feminist than I ever thought.
-Gained friends.
-Lost none.
-Became closer with my sister and mother.
-Realized someone I used to care about hates me and I'm not quite sure why. I don't consider this a loss since we hadn't talked to each other in forever, anyways.

Yep. Quite a bit changed, actually.
It's nice. I love change. I just hadn't realized how much had actually changed until I did this blog.
Crazy stuff.
Crazyyyy stuff.