ruthi

ETA:
I have this new love of Erica Jong books. I love her essays and memoir style writing more than I love any of her other stuff, BUT I do love her fiction books, as well. Because of her, the door has opened to me reading Anais Nin, Henry Miller and Colette. I never would've thought to have read these books except she kept talking about them and it made me want... need to read them. :] I'm very happy right now. I'm actually writing again and it feels right. Nothing else has ever felt as right as writing does for me. Well, except maybe sex.. but that's about it.

I had the weirdest dream last night.
It involved a member from here. Like, it was super random.

Anyways, i was in an English class. And I was in high school again. And the member was my teacher.
And I wanted to read an atheist book for a book report.
And then it turned into a sex dream with the teacher, hahahaha.

It was random, weird and nice.