russty

life is pretty shit right now, i still dont have a job and am not getting any closer to finding one, ive applied for hundreds of jobs in the past few months but i just keep getting rejection after rejection, and most places never even get back to me. its not the best feeling in the world gettin rejected all the time, makes me feel pretty usless tbh.

im just so sick of being stuck at home with nothing to do, and sitting on my computer all day everyday, i hardly ever go out, cuz i have no money to do anything. its just doing my head in big time.

i have my online design business but thats doing shit aswell, theres alot of twatty bands that ask for work and never actually go through with it, or they never send me the info to do whatever it is they want. even when i offer some of the more well known bands free stuff they never even get back to me. how the hell am i suposed to boost my portfolio if no fucker wants designs.
i specialise in myspace layouts for bands and can pretty much do anything with the layout, i just need bands to work with.
i aslo need to promote my business better but have no idea how to do it without any money, any suggestions would be apreciated.

also if you know any bands or know anyone that knows someone in a band please recomend me for work i need all the help i can get.
heres the link to my page
DiseasedDesigns

sorry for the moan, i try not to post stuff like this too often cuz i know its boring

on a lighter note london convention isnt too far away, im well looking forward to it.