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Been thinking about getting into snail mail. You know, proper pen pals and shit. Just gotta find people who are down. Who is down?

Envelopes and stamps!

So my computer has a monstrous virus on it. Probably unrecoverable. Luckily, I transferred all my music and important files to an external hard drive prior to the destruction. I guess the virus is my punishment for boosting a bunch of shit off the internet. I'm only able to periodically check up on my e-life and all that jazz. However I have still managed to...
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So I'm pretty stoked on the hip-hop stations that pandora offers. When I create hardcore stations the bands are all similar, and Im not into most of them when they come up on the playlist. And I end up thinking, "how the hell do you match this to them?" I don't know.

Like I said though, I'm discovering so much more with the hip hop...
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I make no excuses or apologies for the way I am. I can be a D-bag a lot of the time. But I can also be a really solid dude. I'm also very very introverted. This can't be helped. So it goes.

On lonliness: A Very Brief, and Strictly Basic Analysis Regarding the Existential Context of Lonliness.

Loneliness is altogether in the same moment wonderful/terrible/beautiful/horrific.

wonderful because there is nothing to hold you to anything, providing in an instant a measured sort of autonomy. At the same time, terrible because the weight of this acute responsibility can be crushing, sometimes suffocating. But beautiful in that, accepting the...
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Sometimes, I hate everybody.

Tonight is not such a good night.

Feeling detached and lonely.

I've been having the most surreal, odd dreams lately. Last night I dreamed that I went on a trip to Boston from Maine...in a sailboat. Not even a sailboat actually, it was more like a dingy/lifeboat. I braved the waves of the Atlantic just for a trip to Boston from Maine. And it only took about 20 minutes to get there. Unfathomable timetable. And after...
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I did a 9.5 mile ride today. Working up my chops. Starting to build up my endurance, stoked on that.

I need some serious laughs right now. Friends keep disappointing. By myself more often lately.

George Carlin, Jimmy Carr, Shelly Berman, and youtube, here I come. Always three guys who make me laugh.

So I've been feeling awful all day, so I took a nap. Now I feel worse than I did before I took the nap. I hate when that happens. Feeling the most groggy. Maybe its time to crack open those new beans I got. Can't go wrong with a tasty columbian coffee.

On another note, I had a really good bike ride yesterday. Very solid...
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