rushlight

Well, this has been a hectic fucking week. Let's see if I can keep this update under 17 pages.

1. Finally re-enrolled in college. I'll be taking 6 hours this summer. For those of you who care to know, I'm going to get a double major in Computer Engineering and Nuclear Engineering.

2. I decided (about 4 minutes after the anxiety attack at work) that...
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yeah, so i came down with a cold. this thing fucking rawks, lemme tell ya. i've been coughing up stuff the size and color of a chihuahua, along with having a runny nose. oh, and i can't hear shit from all the head congestion. someone pill me or shoot me. i don't care which. what a way to start my weekend.

Colds suck. I think I'm recovering though.

Right, so I'm going to see Mindless Self Indulgence tonight at the Galaxy club. MystieDawn bought me a ticket *woot*, and she (and a couple friends) are driving in from San Angelo to see the show. I'm kinda worn out from work, but I doubt I'll sleep between now and then. Anyway, I'll see if I can get my camera phone in and snap some...
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I finally bit the bullet and got signed up with Cingular. I dropped the $100 to get the LG L1400 Camera Phone. Talk about plump. In addition, I get unlimited MMS messaging until sometime in the distant future, so I'll prolly be flooding my acct with phone cam pics. Anyway, everything's doing better now...

My brother Chris and his son came in to town yesterday morning. I was, of course, completely catto (viz. ginormous drool puddle on pillow) after work. Apparently Dad managed to secure some Mavs tickets for free through his company. Of course, I was still unresponsive when it was time to head to the game, so they left me behind. No biggie, as I've never been...
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Feeling better. Waaaay too tired. Been listening to this nifty stuff a certain person on SG clued me in to. It's called "Schranz", which is (apparently) a sort of german noise-core-type-electronic-cum-techno-vis-gabber-latinword-good music. So I burned off some and went out among the soccer moms, high school meatmarket selections, and various other ne'er-do-wells, blasting this loathesome stuff. It's good value.

Also, I got some new metal...
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Starting to recover...I think.

Fucking depression's gonna be the end of me.

I've spent the past three weeks reminding myself of the many reasons I need to continue living. There are only a handful of them, first and foremost being the two children depending on me. There are a few other reasons, but none I'd like to mention here.

The music's keeping me emotionally sedate (read: numb) which is...
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It's the beginning of my mufu weekend! Yay!

:GLEE:

Now I can...sit around and....drink.

Fuck, this is gonna be boring.

Who wants hours of oral sex? You come here and get the room. I'll do the rest (I bet you all think I'm joking, too).

As an aside, I'll be going to pick up the kids tomorrow from their mom's. Haven't seen them in a...
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God what a surreal day. Woke up at 2am. Got online. Took a shower. Crashed again at 4. Woke back up at 8. Went out to the college I'm enrolling at.

Advisor: "Oh, you filled out the wrong FAFSA (Financial Aid forms). That one's for fall semester."

Me: "...right. When's the deadline for the summer FAFSA?"

Advisor: "Oh, it was March 1st."

Me: "... I...
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