Wow; would you look at that; two blizzards here in the Denver area two weeks running this is one hell of month. But that is besides the point really. So then what is the point I would ask? The point is "I know things no one else knows, I can see things no one else can see" "So why are you dressed like that?"
Any way I got a phone call last night and really I'm getting to the point where I'm tired of being call out of the blue every few months just to fix a break down and then never hear from this person again. Really it just drains me down, my feeling is if your going to call some one to talk to them talk to them do just wait for them to fix you (I sure as hell won't, can't, nor have the capacity to fix anyone when I can't even fix my self with mass medication). But really something that bothered me the most was when she said oh and can you not tell anyone about this like it's some sleazily love affair or back alley abortion that I just performed and not something a person with a fucking kind heart would do.
I think my next book will be 1,001 reasons why being a cold and distant human being is better then feeling close to people.
Happy SPOON Year!
Any way I got a phone call last night and really I'm getting to the point where I'm tired of being call out of the blue every few months just to fix a break down and then never hear from this person again. Really it just drains me down, my feeling is if your going to call some one to talk to them talk to them do just wait for them to fix you (I sure as hell won't, can't, nor have the capacity to fix anyone when I can't even fix my self with mass medication). But really something that bothered me the most was when she said oh and can you not tell anyone about this like it's some sleazily love affair or back alley abortion that I just performed and not something a person with a fucking kind heart would do.
I think my next book will be 1,001 reasons why being a cold and distant human being is better then feeling close to people.
Happy SPOON Year!
*hugs*
Angie