runround

ok so this was the WORST week of my whole pitiful almost 20 years on earth...and i don't see any sign oif it getting any better soon...at least not till the end of april ... i've pretty much been under the impression since birth that i am like bad juju incarne not really for myself but for the people around me like somehow my presence in someone else's life immediately leads to disaster. and boy have i proved my theory. i'm like the fucking plague, contagious disaster. but basically i find myself in an incredibly ackward situation between two people who are both in control of certain aspects of my life who are feuding...and fucking it all up, my happy little world that is. it definatly blows the big one. and this is the part that makes me think cosmically i am somehow responsible for this shit, in these helly drama situations that i usually have NOTHING to do with getting people actually into, it ALWAYS and i do mean ALWAYS has adverse effects on my immediate bubble. fucking fuck. ugh!!!! ok stress rant over...i'll think of something happier to write about later...

on a lighter note...dumb pictures...