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Tuesday Sep 30, 2003

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I am tired of going home to an empty house...I am TIRED of being lonely!!!

Well someone told me yesterday
That when you throw your love away
You act as if you just don't care
You look as if you're going somewhere
But I just can't convince myself
I couldn't live with no one else
And I can only play that part
And sit and nurse my broken heart
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jora:
Lonliness sucks ass, and not in a good way.

I've been terminally lonely for about 8 years now. My last boyfriend really hurt me and made it impossible for me to trust again. How sickening and pathetic is that?

So, don't be like me. Feeling like I do is crappy. Get out of the house and meet folks. Shoot the breeze. Sit amongst the people and absorb their life and laughter. Or even just sit in a coffee shop in pure terror that someone will talk to you.

And yes, the SG community is here for you. Well, I can only speak for myself, but you get my point.

Goodnight. Big hug to you.
Sep 30, 2003
superficial:
thanks for the journal comments and support... it really does make me feel better to know that there still are people that care... smile

the rally car idea kicks serious ass! hmmm...

and the "poem" i wrote it years ago, when i was depressed about her and my life, and it felt very fitting again.

anyway, thanks again.
Sep 30, 2003

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