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The year is coming to an end and I thought I do a little review of my life so far this this year. And what a horrible year its been. Not my worst year, 2015 gets that award but this year has manly been dealing with the fallout of that year. The year started with me still reeling from having just been kicked out of my home by my ex and pretty much losing everything I held dear. Thinks continued to be bad as I turned to the people I thought were my friends but they turned their backs on me one by one. Its funny how people are always nice to you when times are good, but when things go bad and you need help they are never there. On the positive side I good a better paying job that helping to put me through trade school. This will hopefully lead to me being able to move from this horrible place. Sorry to anyone who actually likes Baton Rouge but you are not me and I find this place to be hell. Most of my effort this year has been trying to make new friends but that effort has been for nothing. Try as I might no really seems to be interested in being a friend. Some show interest but as some as the idea of actually hanging out and doing something comes up there is always an excuse not to. And work is a no go for finding friends as while the work itself is nice for me, my co-workers are not. All my co-works are xenophobic, homophobic and religious fundamentalists. I like learning about other cultures, support LGBT rights and am an Atheist, something seen as a cardinal sin to their types. And that pretty much it for my year. Losing everything, trying to build the foundations for my escape form hell and desperately trying to find friends in a world that doesn't seem to care about me. Hopefully next year will be better, but I'm not holding my breath.