runematic

I haven't been writing much due to a very busy scheduled. Ive recently change job sites and am working more hours because of it. This coupled with school and my ever present insomnia hasn't given me much time for pondering. This may be a good thing as my mind tends to wonder to bad places with too much time but it has been an exhausting couple of weeks. Cant really say my life has improved much recently either. Still surrounded by idiots with no friends to call my own. At least the numbness of depression has over ridden most of the pain from my loses earlier in the year. This sounds bad but I function better under the numbness than the pain. Cant really thing of much that has change though, my life is usually one big rut that I cant escape from. Oh well maybe I have something livelier to write about next week, but don't hold your breath on it.