runematic

You tired of me complaining yet. Well I'm going to do it some more anyways as I have no one else to complain to. And I do hope everyone has had a nice weekend. I know I didn't. Another weekend of trying to get out of my comfort zone just to remember why I typically don't do these things. So what am I talking about. I thought I'd try a meet up group for meeting new people. Seems harmless enough, but once again I'm just surrounded by people I have nothing in common with talking about things I don't care about wanting to go do things I just don't like doing. It leaves me feeling like I'm just bashing my head against a wall. I'm doing something but not so sure if its actually going somewhere, or if its even good for me. And to make the whole thing better I was also sick the entire time. Why the fuck is it so hard to find people like me whole actually want to hang out with me. Oh well there is always next weekend to torture myself.