Boy, can I pick people to be friends, huh?
Consistant promises of doing things. Promises to hang out. Amongst other things. All fucking lies.
Seriously, I am sick and tired of being nothing more of an afterthought. Or the one people forget. Oh, and if I hear that fcking lame excuse one more time....FUCK!!!
I would like think that I can try to be somewhat patient for people, but it seems like everytime I try to be, my patience is always tested. And it is always a fucking circle. People always say "oh we will still try again."
But no one ever calls after that. Or they never answer their phones. Speaking of which, what a waste of fucking money! I am paying $50 a month for what? using a grand total of 50 minutes a month? And only to have about half of those apply to the time in which are free? I should have never gotten this damn thing.
Yeah...right.
This is why I am bitter. Cause nobody really considers me. No wants to do what I want to do. And no ever thinks of bringing me along.
I hate people.
Maybe there is something wrong with me? I don't know. Is this the best place to get this all out? Definitely not, but I need some sort of way to get this out. I been bottling up my anger for WAY to fucking long. I put with way more than deserve.
Just fucking wow, I say. Resentment, wisdom teeth being pulled tomarrrow morining, having high blood pressure, being denied for credit twice, and I discovered I put on some weight (over 20 pounds worth). I tell you, 2005 is already shaping up to be a great fucking year. Only 11 more fucking months. If weren't for the fact I had the best grades I have had since...well...my freshman year of college, I don't know how I would be able to keep myself from grabbing the nearest item to me and obliterating it against the wall last night.
Consistant promises of doing things. Promises to hang out. Amongst other things. All fucking lies.
Seriously, I am sick and tired of being nothing more of an afterthought. Or the one people forget. Oh, and if I hear that fcking lame excuse one more time....FUCK!!!
I would like think that I can try to be somewhat patient for people, but it seems like everytime I try to be, my patience is always tested. And it is always a fucking circle. People always say "oh we will still try again."
But no one ever calls after that. Or they never answer their phones. Speaking of which, what a waste of fucking money! I am paying $50 a month for what? using a grand total of 50 minutes a month? And only to have about half of those apply to the time in which are free? I should have never gotten this damn thing.
Yeah...right.
This is why I am bitter. Cause nobody really considers me. No wants to do what I want to do. And no ever thinks of bringing me along.
I hate people.
Maybe there is something wrong with me? I don't know. Is this the best place to get this all out? Definitely not, but I need some sort of way to get this out. I been bottling up my anger for WAY to fucking long. I put with way more than deserve.
Just fucking wow, I say. Resentment, wisdom teeth being pulled tomarrrow morining, having high blood pressure, being denied for credit twice, and I discovered I put on some weight (over 20 pounds worth). I tell you, 2005 is already shaping up to be a great fucking year. Only 11 more fucking months. If weren't for the fact I had the best grades I have had since...well...my freshman year of college, I don't know how I would be able to keep myself from grabbing the nearest item to me and obliterating it against the wall last night.
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no freedom!
whats up with that?
-bEe
is that why you can't eat?
are you doing ok?
also get some new friends. the ones you have now sound rude, selfish and inconsiderate.