I think Devi (from Jhonen Vasquez's I Feel Sick) said it best with:
*sigh*
I don't what did it for me now...I been feeling pretty high on life the past few days, but just a few moments ago...BAM! I started to feel like shit. And I don't really know why. I mean, I was told anything...didn't get any bad news...just was here with my thoughts.
Maybe I get too easily attached to some things...maybe I just not feeling good from my allergies and that might have some effect...maybe I just stress out...maybe I am completely pathetic deep down inside as some have described...maybe I am just sick and won't admit it...maybe it is just that I know I will never be responsible in my life that makes me feel like I will be doomed for failure in life...maybe it the realization that unless I get a second job (which I doubt I will be able to do), my plans for summer are fucked and I won't be able to head out anywhere in August...
Whatever it is...I fucking hate it...I really do...
Eh...nothing to see here...just a frustrated, stressed out, and not too happy Mike. Too many fucking little things getting to me.
Day after update: Well, one good thing did happen. I got my copy of F-Zero GX back from my sister...plus I also was able to beat Ruby on Expert and beat Emerald on Novice. Go me! I will unlock you hidden tracks! HAHAHA!!!
*sigh*
I don't what did it for me now...I been feeling pretty high on life the past few days, but just a few moments ago...BAM! I started to feel like shit. And I don't really know why. I mean, I was told anything...didn't get any bad news...just was here with my thoughts.
Maybe I get too easily attached to some things...maybe I just not feeling good from my allergies and that might have some effect...maybe I just stress out...maybe I am completely pathetic deep down inside as some have described...maybe I am just sick and won't admit it...maybe it is just that I know I will never be responsible in my life that makes me feel like I will be doomed for failure in life...maybe it the realization that unless I get a second job (which I doubt I will be able to do), my plans for summer are fucked and I won't be able to head out anywhere in August...
Whatever it is...I fucking hate it...I really do...
Eh...nothing to see here...just a frustrated, stressed out, and not too happy Mike. Too many fucking little things getting to me.
Day after update: Well, one good thing did happen. I got my copy of F-Zero GX back from my sister...plus I also was able to beat Ruby on Expert and beat Emerald on Novice. Go me! I will unlock you hidden tracks! HAHAHA!!!
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thephantomvi:
Yeah, I had to restart Fatal Frame 2 last night. Been a while since I last played it, so I forgot where I was in the game, what I had to do....I hate it when that happens.
smuffy:
So what are your plans for the summer?