runelateralus

So my job has decided to severely cut my hours. Pretty much now I will be earning half of what I get. That is not good considering that what I used to earn was just about $150 more than my bills.

Yet they don't cut the morning person's hours. A guy who is younger than me, never went to school, has no ambition to go to school or better his life. The reason they told me is because he is benefits eligible and don't want to ruin that for him. Please note that a) he is on his parents insurance, b) doesn't receive any benefits, and c) where was that reason when I was taken off benefits eligibility and he wasn't eligible as well.

I have had about it with the whole concept of work. I can't find a job in my field, and any other type of job elsewhere either tells me I am "over qualified" or "not sure if I am what they are looking for." And I know I should go back to school, but will that fucking matter anyways cause I am sure all I will hear is the same fucking thing. What was the point of even going to college? To better your life? Bullshit.

Right now I feel like I wasted my life. And everyone tells me I need to get out, but I feel so trapped. I would love to move out west for more job options, but how can I when I can't even pay for my bills if this keeps up.

I hate to say it, but when my friend jokingly told me "Army, Navy, Marines, Air Force" as viable options seemed to be my only way out...

They keep telling me something will come up. Well, it is nice they have that optimism.

I think I need to take the animator title away from me. That is pipe dream.