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Sunday Sep 19, 2010

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Oh gosh, I feel like a few things are up in the air and I'm waiting for things to come down tongue

Moving in a week is the biggest one. I don't anticipate it being a particularly difficult move, unlike moving in January in -40C weather XD. I have to pack, but I want to take pictures of my room.. its what I do before I move anywhere tongue Packing isn't a problem, because its kind of fun (I'm not packing up a whole apartment this time.. just a bedroom).

I also had a talk with one of my new housemates the other day about college/university/jobs... I'm 21, I really need to get a move on with this stuff. I went to a technical school for webdesign (which really didn't teach me more than I already knew.. the first year was free!), and worked as a Junior Web Designer for 6 months, but that didn't work out (though I think I have my first REAL freelance project..). Its time to make a decision. So, I'm researching careers I'd like. I'm good at identifying where I am and where I want to be... filling in the middle parts is what's difficult.

I want to be so many things... musician, photographer, model, radio host, writer (of novels and editorials). In short, some sort of icon (not gonna lie.. tongue). Something influential, life changing and appealing to the senses, with a cult following. There we go. That's what I want. smile I also want to support myself by my own means, be my own boss.

I'm not sure if that program I was going to take is right for me or not.. it sounds very intense (but it has the tv/radio and journalism aspect). Luckily, i have another year to decide, and I challenge myself to get as far as I can on my own.

I've lost my way, but I'm finding my way back, and I just need to keep up the energy and inspiration. A fresh start (moving ALWAYS feels like a fresh start to me biggrin) is just around the corner. I can't wait.
losty:
Keep moving forward with your career and build that portfolio. Try different sorts of things in the short term until you find the "one" that clicks. Good Luck!
Sep 25, 2010

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