At the end of every month, I say to myself "wow, I can't believe a month has passed by already". It seems like such a short time, but at the same time.. moving day feels like it was a very long time ago. 
But its nice to think that at least it will be March, and that winter will be over soon (all 6 months of it... haha). Its been really cold for spring, even into June the last two years though. I hope this trend does not continue.
I'm trying not to let my self-sabotaging ways mess up my new relationship. :/ I know with new relationships the "honeymoon phase" ends after awhile (you know... things like "okay, we can't stay up till 3am making out every time I come over, when I work the next day, etc" XD). I dunno.. I haven't had very good relationships in the past. They've always been fraught with emotional termoil and severe lacking of communication. I'm not really clear on what's normal in a healthy relationship... XD I dunno, we'll see how it goes.
Still haven't found a job. Woops. I'm leaning more towards self-employment, really.
I'm thinking of going to the bar by myself because I'm tired trying to get together people, and then people bailing or not calling last minute. >> WHich is what happened last night. UGH. My one bar-type friend moved to Japan, and my other bar-type friend hasn't called me in months. Maybe I'll try calling her sometime? I'm scared XD
I'm still on my never-ending quest to define myself once again (after feeling very dead for 6 months.. yay for grown-up career jobs...! not >>
. I'm tired of my music, my clothing, etc. I don't think people understand how important I find clothes.. its a form of self-expression for me. I hardly ever dress completely to the nines, but you know... I'd like to look more interesting than just jeans and a tshirt, and that's what I'm stuck on wearing: jeans and a tshirt, always, because I'm just not inspired.
But I guess I'll try to make something of my many days off Probably lame grocery shopping at some point. And next week is going to be a crazy week.. test shoot for that project I'm going to work on, doctor, and interview for college. Aaaah!
But its nice to think that at least it will be March, and that winter will be over soon (all 6 months of it... haha). Its been really cold for spring, even into June the last two years though. I hope this trend does not continue.
I'm trying not to let my self-sabotaging ways mess up my new relationship. :/ I know with new relationships the "honeymoon phase" ends after awhile (you know... things like "okay, we can't stay up till 3am making out every time I come over, when I work the next day, etc" XD). I dunno.. I haven't had very good relationships in the past. They've always been fraught with emotional termoil and severe lacking of communication. I'm not really clear on what's normal in a healthy relationship... XD I dunno, we'll see how it goes.
Still haven't found a job. Woops.
I'm leaning more towards self-employment, really.
I'm thinking of going to the bar by myself because I'm tired trying to get together people, and then people bailing or not calling last minute. >> WHich is what happened last night. UGH. My one bar-type friend moved to Japan, and my other bar-type friend hasn't called me in months. Maybe I'll try calling her sometime? I'm scared XD
I'm still on my never-ending quest to define myself once again (after feeling very dead for 6 months.. yay for grown-up career jobs...! not >>
. I'm tired of my music, my clothing, etc. I don't think people understand how important I find clothes.. its a form of self-expression for me. I hardly ever dress completely to the nines, but you know... I'd like to look more interesting than just jeans and a tshirt, and that's what I'm stuck on wearing: jeans and a tshirt, always, because I'm just not inspired.
But I guess I'll try to make something of my many days off
Probably lame grocery shopping at some point. And next week is going to be a crazy week.. test shoot for that project I'm going to work on, doctor, and interview for college. Aaaah!
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And what are you going to be taking in college??
I'm hoping to take Creative Communications at Red River (its like journalism-type stuff, public relations too).