thinking on my life late at night. not the best time to be doing it, but lately even during the daylight hours i find myself dredging up old happenings and re-considering old feelings... and weighing the now.
over all it's been a happy, horrible, wonderful and hellish life.
it's been filled with periods of overwhelming love, powerful sex, emotional and physical beatings.
i've found that for me the old saying about only regretting what one didn't do holds true.
as it is, though, i've made the most of things when possible with a few sharp exceptions... but that, as it's said, "is life".
so, more smiles than frowns when looking back.
i am an exacting person with high, strict standards and requirements... yet, simple needs:
to be touched. frequently, friendily, passionately, jokingly, cuddly, with smiles.
to be spoken to without any (serious) hint of being considered inferior.
to be alone when i deem truly necessary.
the trick is to keep it so that looking back Continues to cause more smiles than frowns.
over all it's been a happy, horrible, wonderful and hellish life.
it's been filled with periods of overwhelming love, powerful sex, emotional and physical beatings.
i've found that for me the old saying about only regretting what one didn't do holds true.
as it is, though, i've made the most of things when possible with a few sharp exceptions... but that, as it's said, "is life".
so, more smiles than frowns when looking back.
i am an exacting person with high, strict standards and requirements... yet, simple needs:
to be touched. frequently, friendily, passionately, jokingly, cuddly, with smiles.
to be spoken to without any (serious) hint of being considered inferior.
to be alone when i deem truly necessary.
the trick is to keep it so that looking back Continues to cause more smiles than frowns.
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c'est la vie as it were...