la dee dah dee dooo.
home alone, no dick, and sexy novels... ah, the joy, boredom, and sexual frustration.
yep, got my "Claiming of Sleeping Beauty" in the mail... not bad. figures though, i order it, paid around $25 for it w/p&h -and then visited the px yesterday and found the entire trilogy there for $14 a book. sigh. no biggy, but one of those quirks, you know?
but it was kinda darn neat to find that the PX has started to supply in the "self help" book section s/m novels (not just the Beauty series, they had a few others, too). i also got a book on easing into s/m sex/relationships. if nothing else, it's interesting reading... i enjoy rough sex and various play-outs and have been doing them for a long time, but i'm curious about getting M to consider/try with me a more submissive/master arrangement now and then to see how it works for us. i've taken a closer look at some of my sexual urges and then just daily life happinesses, and i think i'd really flourish in such an arrangement with my caring friend... and i have a lot of reason to feel he may as well.
of course, i'm thinking of all this stuff, looking at the at least first tries with gut-twisted-from-arousal interest sexually and calm happiness at the non-sexual end.... when he's about to be gone for a year.
life quirks, again.
i have no fucking idea what to do with my hair.... i've just been leaving it the same fading green/blue lately and just taming it each day.... it's in that awkward length, as i've said before, so if i want to style it differently or cutely it actually takes work now... and i'm just bored with it.
soon it will be long enough to start dreading all of it (rather than just the top i tried out before & liked), but i'm not sure if that's what i want to do because i rather like the idea of when it's long finally being able to do all the intricate braids and such i enjoy... of course, i could go through the work of carefully undreading if it came to really wanting it straight again....
i have no idea. i'm just so bored with it.
i'm cleaning the bathroom. not a tinker around touch up, but one of those wipe-down-the-walls, reorganize everything in the closets, scrub the floors repeatedly kind of cleanings. part of the overhaul of the house arranging it for one.
the livingroom is still my nemesis. i have to get my room's closets rearranged before i can finish the livingroom (have some items that need to be organized and stowed away where they will be out of the way but accessable easily).
the studying is going awesome. i'm really enjoying myself. and i am whupping my flash cards asses.
i also bowled well friday during the first 2 games of league. 120s & then 130s... last game was a 92, though. oh well.
but during practice i managed a new personal best of 171!
bought some new makeup colors...
nipples are healing well. tiny bit of lymphy now and then, but very little. happy nipples.
new labret is healing in line nicely and still lymphing a good bit off & on, but is pain free mostly now.
i gotta do laundry, but the reorganizing of the bathroom closets has caused a junk barracade between me and the washer. gonna have to finish that before doing a load or two.
tah tee tum...
home alone, no dick, and sexy novels... ah, the joy, boredom, and sexual frustration.
yep, got my "Claiming of Sleeping Beauty" in the mail... not bad. figures though, i order it, paid around $25 for it w/p&h -and then visited the px yesterday and found the entire trilogy there for $14 a book. sigh. no biggy, but one of those quirks, you know?
but it was kinda darn neat to find that the PX has started to supply in the "self help" book section s/m novels (not just the Beauty series, they had a few others, too). i also got a book on easing into s/m sex/relationships. if nothing else, it's interesting reading... i enjoy rough sex and various play-outs and have been doing them for a long time, but i'm curious about getting M to consider/try with me a more submissive/master arrangement now and then to see how it works for us. i've taken a closer look at some of my sexual urges and then just daily life happinesses, and i think i'd really flourish in such an arrangement with my caring friend... and i have a lot of reason to feel he may as well.
of course, i'm thinking of all this stuff, looking at the at least first tries with gut-twisted-from-arousal interest sexually and calm happiness at the non-sexual end.... when he's about to be gone for a year.
life quirks, again.
i have no fucking idea what to do with my hair.... i've just been leaving it the same fading green/blue lately and just taming it each day.... it's in that awkward length, as i've said before, so if i want to style it differently or cutely it actually takes work now... and i'm just bored with it.
soon it will be long enough to start dreading all of it (rather than just the top i tried out before & liked), but i'm not sure if that's what i want to do because i rather like the idea of when it's long finally being able to do all the intricate braids and such i enjoy... of course, i could go through the work of carefully undreading if it came to really wanting it straight again....
i have no idea. i'm just so bored with it.
i'm cleaning the bathroom. not a tinker around touch up, but one of those wipe-down-the-walls, reorganize everything in the closets, scrub the floors repeatedly kind of cleanings. part of the overhaul of the house arranging it for one.
the livingroom is still my nemesis. i have to get my room's closets rearranged before i can finish the livingroom (have some items that need to be organized and stowed away where they will be out of the way but accessable easily).
the studying is going awesome. i'm really enjoying myself. and i am whupping my flash cards asses.
i also bowled well friday during the first 2 games of league. 120s & then 130s... last game was a 92, though. oh well.
but during practice i managed a new personal best of 171!
bought some new makeup colors...
nipples are healing well. tiny bit of lymphy now and then, but very little. happy nipples.
new labret is healing in line nicely and still lymphing a good bit off & on, but is pain free mostly now.
i gotta do laundry, but the reorganizing of the bathroom closets has caused a junk barracade between me and the washer. gonna have to finish that before doing a load or two.
tah tee tum...
I just adore you.