my bum is raw from filming Gothic Leather Switch (cheesey name, but then doesn't all porn have to have cheese involved?), but it's a happy raw.
erm, i realize i should clarify that ^: my BUTTOCKS are tender and raw from being spanked and flogged and whipped and whatnot for the filming, not other kinds of raw that can occur in porn. ugh. Rumpus doesn't...
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erm, i realize i should clarify that ^: my BUTTOCKS are tender and raw from being spanked and flogged and whipped and whatnot for the filming, not other kinds of raw that can occur in porn. ugh. Rumpus doesn't...
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well, things are going pretty well here.
did my pre-op day today and that took hours... and found out that they are doing both feet so i don't know what the hell i'm supposed to do about that haha. they gave me silly shoes and crutches and we'll just have to see! am nervous and excited!
stayed a few days with friends this past week...
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did my pre-op day today and that took hours... and found out that they are doing both feet so i don't know what the hell i'm supposed to do about that haha. they gave me silly shoes and crutches and we'll just have to see! am nervous and excited!
stayed a few days with friends this past week...
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calina:
everyday stuff is usually which makes life so eventful
well, M is away at bncoc, i went to a play party recently, i'm fasting again, and that's life in general.
oh, and my regular serious journal site (where i keep everything that is private journaled and locked) went under the other day and is dead. so i lost everything. years of notes on meds, health, life, love, all the things you don't talk about...
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oh, and my regular serious journal site (where i keep everything that is private journaled and locked) went under the other day and is dead. so i lost everything. years of notes on meds, health, life, love, all the things you don't talk about...
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jpuddin76:
Did you get to see the Whale Sharks at the ATL aquarium? I am a complete wildlife dork, as long as they animals are alive when I get there, it's all good.
Good luck with the fasting, I could never make that work for me. I hope everything stays on the uptrend for you...
J.
Good luck with the fasting, I could never make that work for me. I hope everything stays on the uptrend for you...
J.
bratgrrrl:
Oh man, I would be devestated about the journal. No, that sounds negative. Hmmm, I'd be trying to convince myself that it was a good thing, a nice clean slate...
Our group's play space in New Orleans was flooded. Then the landlord took it back for renovations, so we haven't had a real play party since the hurricane. Just the occasional munch. It's so depressing.
Our group's play space in New Orleans was flooded. Then the landlord took it back for renovations, so we haven't had a real play party since the hurricane. Just the occasional munch. It's so depressing.
oh my god. the site that i keep my main journal on is down, permanently. all data was lost in a massive drive failure.
i didn't have copies as this site was my private journal site, the one where i kept updates on how i was medically, serious life issues, etc. that i didn't want someone accidentally being able to come across on my computer....
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i didn't have copies as this site was my private journal site, the one where i kept updates on how i was medically, serious life issues, etc. that i didn't want someone accidentally being able to come across on my computer....
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sphynx:
That does suck horribly. I keep that stuff written in a journal in a lockbox for fear of something like that, but there's always the risk of someone finding it. 
jpuddin76:
Ouch 
. I have been there many times, losing data sucks. The only thing I could recommend is that in the future keep a backup of your most sensitive data on a thumbdrive (you can keep it on your keychain or something).
Awhile back Az and I almost lost everything (photos, tax records, you name it) in a brownout, it cost me several hundred dollars to get everything restored.
It doesn't sound silly at all to me, it was an outlet for your deepest emotions. Maybe somehow it is for the best (I apologize for the lameness of that last bit, I am not a natural optimist).
I am a poor substitute, but I offer my ears and shoulders (albeit digitally) for you if you need them. Hugs and good thoughts back at ya'
. I have been there many times, losing data sucks. The only thing I could recommend is that in the future keep a backup of your most sensitive data on a thumbdrive (you can keep it on your keychain or something).
Awhile back Az and I almost lost everything (photos, tax records, you name it) in a brownout, it cost me several hundred dollars to get everything restored.
It doesn't sound silly at all to me, it was an outlet for your deepest emotions. Maybe somehow it is for the best (I apologize for the lameness of that last bit, I am not a natural optimist).
I am a poor substitute, but I offer my ears and shoulders (albeit digitally) for you if you need them. Hugs and good thoughts back at ya'
got together with friends and received a happy wolloping. it was a really good day with sweet people and laughs and learning. my saturday rocked.
my meds changed a little so i'm having some queasies and tremors. nothing major, just adjustment time!
i'm to get the screws out of my feet in the end of april. am nervous but excited about that. it'll be so...
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my meds changed a little so i'm having some queasies and tremors. nothing major, just adjustment time!
i'm to get the screws out of my feet in the end of april. am nervous but excited about that. it'll be so...
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calina:
screws and med's... that's hot!
thanks for the comment, and yes, the trip was amazing!
thanks for the comment, and yes, the trip was amazing!
am sorry i've not been getting back to people well lately. i'm not feeling up to personal correspondence much, email and everything has been half-assed. i pop onto a thread once in a while, but that's about it.
i will touch bases with everyone soon, though. sorry!
i will touch bases with everyone soon, though. sorry!
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jpuddin76:
Amen sister, I feel you 100%. Good to know you are alive though...If you feel up to talking feel free to message me. Be safe and feel better.
J.
J.
calina:
i saw your post in the LBGT group.... your writing was amazing. and, I can identify with a lot of what you said.
wow. i went to my initial VA appointments here today.
i really liked the VA in Washington, but was stuck with the misery of military doctors all while in Germany.
so, i did my morning benefits briefing and then my after-lunch Primary Care Team initial exam.
wow.
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i really liked the VA in Washington, but was stuck with the misery of military doctors all while in Germany.
so, i did my morning benefits briefing and then my after-lunch Primary Care Team initial exam.
wow.
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blck_flwrsplease:
wow, thats nice - military doctors arent quite as caring huh?
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jpuddin76:
It's nice to get a resolution of sorts, I have had to play the game with military docs for years (I am in my 11th year of service).
Hopefully the VA docs will be as nice to me when I see them, between my PTSD and my hearing (I lost a good portion of my left side hearing in a rocket attack) I will be getting disability and have VA docs up the waz for a few years.
I am pursuing a humanitarian assignment so I can take care of my folks, but I think they are going to separate me instead. I am not much use to them anymore. I wanted to get out anyway so it is no big deal to me.
I hope all is well, be safe and have a good day.
Hopefully the VA docs will be as nice to me when I see them, between my PTSD and my hearing (I lost a good portion of my left side hearing in a rocket attack) I will be getting disability and have VA docs up the waz for a few years.
I am pursuing a humanitarian assignment so I can take care of my folks, but I think they are going to separate me instead. I am not much use to them anymore. I wanted to get out anyway so it is no big deal to me.
I hope all is well, be safe and have a good day.
So things are doing a bit better in ways.
As I said in last journal I'm getting more social here. Doing that slow progression into the new place being a new home.
The evidence-viewing for the paranormal group was a decent time. Everyone seemed to find the video viewing as super dull, but I didn't feel so. I'm a patient sort with that kind of...
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As I said in last journal I'm getting more social here. Doing that slow progression into the new place being a new home.
The evidence-viewing for the paranormal group was a decent time. Everyone seemed to find the video viewing as super dull, but I didn't feel so. I'm a patient sort with that kind of...
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piksy:
i got off active duty last april and came back to columbia, sc until my fiance got his orders to move from fort drum to fort gordon. so now im here....until his next pcs.
hellomrworld:
nothing wrong with a bit of fur on a woman . i have heard epiladys can sting ...
So I had a really good time last weekend at the BDSM demos/social I attended.
Tonight I've a meetup for the paranormal group to go over our data from the inn investigation we did, see if we got anything. So far, nothing on my set of pictures and no noticeable EVPs... but an interesting interference sound on my recorder that may be related. However, I...
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Tonight I've a meetup for the paranormal group to go over our data from the inn investigation we did, see if we got anything. So far, nothing on my set of pictures and no noticeable EVPs... but an interesting interference sound on my recorder that may be related. However, I...
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despite otherwise sounding at times, i'm going through some very hard stuff. Plastic Happy comes naturally to me. public faces are never accurate. there aren't words for some things and the details aren't to be shared.
oninotaki:
I hope things go better for you, hopfully some soft stuff will come along soon to replace the hard stuff
jpuddin76:
I feel ya, though my situation is a little different. I am not allowed to talk about certain things on here. Awhile back I tried to ask your advice on something and was forced to delete it by my wife/ex-wife or whatever the fuck she is (we are still married).
She can carry on a realtionship with another man on this site but I can talk about anything
. That is enough of that nonsense. I know what it is like to have to pretend to be strong and with it for everyone else. I am a complete mess, but you wouldn't know it if you met me.
I am here for you, feel free to message me through the site. Even if it is just to vent, I am here. Be safe and find some peace.
Jeff.
She can carry on a realtionship with another man on this site but I can talk about anything
. That is enough of that nonsense. I know what it is like to have to pretend to be strong and with it for everyone else. I am a complete mess, but you wouldn't know it if you met me.
I am here for you, feel free to message me through the site. Even if it is just to vent, I am here. Be safe and find some peace.
Jeff.
If you're happy and you know it clap your hands!
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aya:
Hi there
I saw your review on the SG directory of my business.
First of all, I would like to apologize for what happened. I did not recieve any correspondence from you. I'm assuming that you also did not recieve my final email to you with the details from Canada Post about your package (at the time it was delayed at the border and would be on track). They refunded me the postage amount.
Because I did not hear from you subsequently, I assumed you recieved your order (as so often is the case when I put a track on packages). It has been a long time and I no longer have the records of the transaction.
I apologize for the situation - I am willing to do what you'd like to make this right in your eyes.
Again, please accept my most sincere apologies. I take my reputation very seriously and wouldn't want anyone to feel scammed or ripped off by me.
You can contact me via the SG messenger or admin@beautifullychaotic.net
Again, apologies.
I saw your review on the SG directory of my business.
First of all, I would like to apologize for what happened. I did not recieve any correspondence from you. I'm assuming that you also did not recieve my final email to you with the details from Canada Post about your package (at the time it was delayed at the border and would be on track). They refunded me the postage amount.
Because I did not hear from you subsequently, I assumed you recieved your order (as so often is the case when I put a track on packages). It has been a long time and I no longer have the records of the transaction.
I apologize for the situation - I am willing to do what you'd like to make this right in your eyes.
Again, please accept my most sincere apologies. I take my reputation very seriously and wouldn't want anyone to feel scammed or ripped off by me.
You can contact me via the SG messenger or admin@beautifullychaotic.net
Again, apologies.
remuemenage:
I can't actually clap my hands on this one - my life is a little too wierd for anything as simple as happiness
I have fleeting moments of elation
hi
I have fleeting moments of elation
hi
hope you had fun at the frolicon