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damn i hate tuesdays and wednesdays.....ain't a damn thing to do except sit around and watch dvds or play video games.....it's just putting my life more and more into perspective.....i want to be out there doing what single people do.....but not at the price that i'm paying at.....i got too much at stake.....with nothing to show for


what is my purpose?????

another holiday season...another set of holiday memories...another time for crazy madness caused by materialistic wishes of what people want and not need....and now i will acknowledge thanksgiving...things that i'm thankful for:

my family...blood and extended line
my health...until alcohol or smoking gets to it
my friends...thank u for putting up with me this year
my hopes
my dreams
my nightmares
my passions

i hope everyone...
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crazy past four nights with a full moon and stars littering the sky(maybe except for thusrday). i can't help to look up at the stars wondering what the hell is up there. i can't help to think that there is someone else looking at the same star and feeling the same emotions that i am feeling. love is out there...the hell if i know where...
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10/26/04 03:15 am

get to work and it's pouring like mad. oh, well...needed a smoke before my shift started. so i'm standing in a turrential rain, even harder then when i got to work. i said to hell with it and tilted my head back and let the rain wash over me. so there i am...soaking wet, my face to the sky while smoking a...
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